I stopped our last feeding today.. Breastfeeding was never really the plan. I said I would try it and see what would happen. I can't believe I made it to a year. Being a teacher who's working pumping momma was not easy (i barley have enough time to eat lunch) but at the same time, I loved it. So why am I so sad our BFing journey is done. I thought I'd feel overjoyed, empowered, excited, happy, freed, and independent again. But I feel sad and a little depressed. I've enjoyed this journey way more then I ever thought.