I have been creeping here for awhile and I thought I would introduce myself. I am a first time mom with my second baby. My baby boy Carson was born on 12/1/2013 (2 weeks early) at 6:15 am after 30 hours of labor. As I said this is my second child, my husband and I lost our first baby ( a little girl we named Grace) late in our last pregnancy. We deliverd her on 11/13/2012. That being said this pregnancy and baby has me feeling some anxiety. I am constantly worried that I am doing something wrong that may impact him as he grows up.
I know I am blessed this time around to have a healthy baby boy who is growing well so far. However, I feel very anxious and keep waiting for something to go wrong.
Anyone else feel this way?
And incase anyone is wondering I have been proactive and have already talk to my doctor about this and have been put on meds for a mild case of ppd.