It's the end of the year and oh God what a year it's been! When Miley Cyrus comes riding down that ball at the stroke of 12 I'll be drunkie pants by then so here it goes..
-Here's to you ladies, my badass group of interwebz, may we always be the badass mommies we are. -To our beautiful babies -To our SO no matter what a big pain in the ass they are sometimes -To our MILs. May we never be as cray cray as they are! -To WINE. 'Nuff said -To all the 2013 bullshit. Fuck it - And to a new year of crazy amazingly wonderful things in store!
**CHEERS!** Now join me ladies! What are y'all toasting to tonight?
@meimsx I teared up a little. 18 months...ok actually crying.
Sorry. It goes by so quickly. My "baby" is almost 3 and it's so weird. FFFC I always wondered if I was cut out for motherhood for the long haul. Like if I could be there the whole time or if I would hang up the towel or something. Well it's been almost three years in a blink of an eye so I rarely have that fear anymore.
Am I awful for having that thought? I've never voiced it because it just seems so awful to me.
@meimsx I teared up a little. 18 months...ok actually crying.
Sorry. It goes by so quickly. My "baby" is almost 3 and it's so weird. FFFC I always wondered if I was cut out for motherhood for the long haul. Like if I could be there the whole time or if I would hang up the towel or something. Well it's been almost three years in a blink of an eye so I rarely have that fear anymore.
Am I awful for having that thought? I've never voiced it because it just seems so awful to me.
I still have that thought. I always feel horrible for wondering. It's weird too. Because I fucking love kids. I loved working in day care and being a nanny. But man, this mom thing, I often wonder if I'm really cut out for it. I feel like I can't tell anyone it either, because everyone knows I love kids, so why wouldn't I be cut out for being a mom. Idk. I love my daughter, but being a mom is hard. I hope the fear I'm not cut out for it goes away.
Yikes. Sorry, that got pretty deep.
because it didn't fucking snow enough for me to build my own
At least we're all weird. Sometimes I still think, it's a long commitment. What if I don't know where I'll be in 10 years? Then I remember that I've had cats last longer than that and if I loved my cat that much and kept her why wouldn't I keep my kids? I love them infinitely more than my cat. I'm so strange and awful.
I think its a normal thought process. Kids are with you forever. A major life change that most arent really ready for. And for the most part...once you start that change...there is no going back.
At least we're all weird. Sometimes I still think, it's a long commitment. What if I don't know where I'll be in 10 years? Then I remember that I've had cats last longer than that and if I loved my cat that much and kept her why wouldn't I keep my kids? I love them infinitely more than my cat. I'm so strange and awful.
Sorry to bring down the tone of the post.
Every Mama feels like this. Not all the time, cuz that'd be terrible. But not never, cuz that'd be insane!
Re: Here's To YOU J13!
This time next year our babies will be 18 months old.
I lost my angels 07/2010, 04/2017, 10/2017
Meimsx no more
Sorry. It goes by so quickly. My "baby" is almost 3 and it's so weird. FFFC I always wondered if I was cut out for motherhood for the long haul. Like if I could be there the whole time or if I would hang up the towel or something. Well it's been almost three years in a blink of an eye so I rarely have that fear anymore.
Am I awful for having that thought? I've never voiced it because it just seems so awful to me.
I lost my angels 07/2010, 04/2017, 10/2017
Meimsx no more
Sorry. It goes by so quickly. My "baby" is almost 3 and it's so weird. FFFC I always wondered if I was cut out for motherhood for the long haul. Like if I could be there the whole time or if I would hang up the towel or something. Well it's been almost three years in a blink of an eye so I rarely have that fear anymore.
Am I awful for having that thought? I've never voiced it because it just seems so awful to me.
I still have that thought. I always feel horrible for wondering. It's weird too. Because I fucking love kids. I loved working in day care and being a nanny. But man, this mom thing, I often wonder if I'm really cut out for it. I feel like I can't tell anyone it either, because everyone knows I love kids, so why wouldn't I be cut out for being a mom. Idk. I love my daughter, but being a mom is hard. I hope the fear I'm not cut out for it goes away.Yikes. Sorry, that got pretty deep.
At least we're all weird. Sometimes I still think, it's a long commitment. What if I don't know where I'll be in 10 years? Then I remember that I've had cats last longer than that and if I loved my cat that much and kept her why wouldn't I keep my kids? I love them infinitely more than my cat. I'm so strange and awful.
Sorry to bring down the tone of the post.
I lost my angels 07/2010, 04/2017, 10/2017
Meimsx no more