It is so hard for me to even be writing this, but it is time for me to say goodbye. The last time I posted on Christmas Eve, I told you about my SCH bleed and healthy heartbeat. The doctor was not concerned, even when my bleeding turned to red.
On Christmas Day, we told our parents and siblings the good news. It was going to be the first grandchild on both sides. Everyone was so excited; it was one of the best moments of my life.
By the end of the crazy day of Christmas-ing, the cramps had started, along with the large amount of red blood. I assumed it was from all of the activity during the day (the doctor had told me to take it easy because of the SCH). But the next day (12/26), the bleeding had increased, along with the cramps. After having dinner with my in-laws, hubby followed me into the bathroom after seeing me go in about 6 times, and nearly passed out at the amount of blood. That was when we decided to go to the hospital. I think you can understand what happened from there.
For those of you currently with a subchorionic bleed---the doctor does NOT think it was the cause. I truly believe the baby was not developing properly, with me originally thinking I was 8 weeks but only measuring 6 weeks. On 12/21 I had my first u/s when I measured 6w0d; the doctor at the ER said the embryo only measured 6w2d almost a week later, with a hcg level of 3,000. Please, please, please do not worry too much if you have a SCH!
I wish all of you August mama's a safe and healthy pregnancy! Hopefully I can get back on a BMC board soon. We are not giving up hope
I am very sorry for your lost and to all mommies out there I have had SCH with each of my pregnancies with my daughter it cleared up and everything was fine.
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Logan 10/20/2010 ~ Addison 8/26/2014
Stella - 7.7.11 | Ian - 8.6.14 | Isaac- 7.20.18
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DS born 8.11.14
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CAUTIOUSLY expecting Jace in July August 2014
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After 4+ years TTC
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Current Status: IVF with ICSI and PGS
Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good HSG = All Clear
BFP #1 12.30.2012 || Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013 || D&C 02.11.2013
BFP #2 09.10.2013 || c/p 09.12.2013
BFP #3 12.1.2013 || mm/c 01.15.14 || D&C 01.21.14 chromosome abnormality
May 2014: Residual HCG and retained tissue found
05.13.2014: Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
June 2014: Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
May - Aug 2014: TTA for monitoring and testing
08.21.2014: Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
Sept/Oct: IUI #1 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
Oct/Nov: IUI #2 Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
Nov/Dec: IUI #3 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
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