It's been almost a month past my d&c, and life overall has gone back to normal. I definitely have some ups and downs, but they are further apart and less extreme than a month ago. My parents check in with me, as does MH and sisters to see how I'm feeling. If I feel like crap, I tell them. If I'm feeling ok, I tell them too. However, aside from the first few days of my miscarriage, my in-laws have NOT asked how I am at all. My MIL & FIL were at my house Wednesday afternoon through Friday morning, and no one asked how I was doing, or what the dr has said. I don't want ppl to be fawning all over me, and I get that it's hard to talk about, but ASK!!!!! It is just so frustrating. I feel like they are acting like our miscarriage never happened. To make it worse, they were talking about my SIL and her pregnancy with no problem!
I am really not looking forward to spending 4 days with them before Christmas. I am already dreading seeing my SIL at 8 months pregnant. I wanted nothing more than to be pregnant this Christmas. I was excited because everyone would know, and I could dream with close family and friends about having a LO for next Christmas.
I am trying not to dwell too much on any of this, but it still sucks. Sorry for the vent, but I had to do it!
BFP#1 9/14/2013 || EDD 5/25/2014 || mmc discovered on 11/1/2013 || d&c on 11/6/2013
BFP#2 12/8/2014 || EDD 8/19/2015 || please be our RAINBOW