Everything logical in my mind keeps trying to clamp down on this sudden PGAL brain resurgence since it hit me last night. I wish it would just go away, but I think it's probably going to stick around until our a/s next Tuesday *sigh*. I'm having this irrational fear that since I still haven't felt anything but maybe a single instance of flutters 2 weeks or so ago, that btwn my last appointment and our next (next week), since I stopped/ran out of the Progesterone supplements, something has happened and bad news is inevitable at the a/s. Had nightmares last night, today's Halloween and while I can't wait to see all the little kids and our nieces and nephews all dressed up and on sugar highs, part of me is sad and I can't shake it off. I keep repeating "I'm only 19 weeks tomorrow, its still so early, its totally normal" over and over in my head, but its not doing much to help. Ugh, brains stink . . .
Here's some candy for you ladies for listening to me whine ;-) Hope you all have a good one!