I don't know if the fact that we are supposed to be doing our FET in 8 days has anything to do with why I'm feeling anxious about my DHs 6 month cancer work up or not.
We have gone through this every 6 months for 6 years.... But I feel anxious about it this time. I didn't even want to go with him. I feel like I want to cry. He keeps reminding me that he is healthy and the scans and blood work will all be negative.... But I'm worried. I guess it is a mix of the hormones and the fact that we are scheduled for our FET on the 6th... But I cannot seem to pull my head out of the negativity realm.
Me: 38 DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant DH: 34 MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012 IVF w/ICSI #1 10 little polar bears FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!! Beta 1= 276 Beta 2= 662 4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel 5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel 5/3/14 ~ D&C FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014 October 13, 2014 ~ BFN Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL Animals Interacting with Snow
Like ThoseThreeWords said, you're emotionally tapped right now sweets. It's normal to be feeling the way you are under these circumstances. I'm sure everything will be absolutely fine and they'll find hubby perfectly healthy. Then once that is behind you, you will be able to focus on enjoying being knocked up!
Thanks ladies. I'm just scared. I just want a happy, healthy family!
Me: 38 DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant DH: 34 MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012 IVF w/ICSI #1 10 little polar bears FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!! Beta 1= 276 Beta 2= 662 4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel 5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel 5/3/14 ~ D&C FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014 October 13, 2014 ~ BFN Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL Animals Interacting with Snow
Oh my goodness! I'm crying. DH is still at the hospital waiting on the doc... And I just realized he gets scans every 6 months, it's been 6 years, and we have our FET for the 6th... I hope that isn't a bad sign
Me: 38 DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant DH: 34 MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012 IVF w/ICSI #1 10 little polar bears FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!! Beta 1= 276 Beta 2= 662 4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel 5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel 5/3/14 ~ D&C FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014 October 13, 2014 ~ BFN Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL Animals Interacting with Snow
MH is also a cancer survivor, so I've been there. Sometimes I am so confident that all of his scans will be clear, while other times I get so anxious that I can't sleep for the week leading up to his appointments. Your anxiety is likely stemming from your hormones. Try to remember that with each clean scan, it is less likely to return...the longer he is in remission, the more likely he'll stay that way. Thoughts and prayers for you and YH.
Crap! He has a nodule in his lung! Now we have been going through the nodule stuff since last year. DH even had sections of his lungs removed for testing at my insistence..... They said it was an organizing pneumonia most likely caused by his bleomycin treatment during his cancer treatment....lung damage is common with high dosages. The nodules were gone last scan.. Now he has one again and the doc wants to scan him again in 2 months... Plus for whatever reason they forgot to pull his markers from his blood work last week so he has to have them drawn again!!!! Now I'm just mad >:|
Me: 38 DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant DH: 34 MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012 IVF w/ICSI #1 10 little polar bears FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!! Beta 1= 276 Beta 2= 662 4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel 5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel 5/3/14 ~ D&C FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014 October 13, 2014 ~ BFN Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL Animals Interacting with Snow
How tough. I think it's just the hormones and anxiety. I will pray for your H if that's ok, and I'm sure that everything will be a-ok!
TTC since May 2012 Me: 32 H: 31
DX: MFI-Very Low Count, I have Hashimotos.
IVF prep September 2013 cancelled due to Ovarian Cyst IVF #1 October 2013 Antagonistic Protocol with ICSI ER 10/31/13 (18R 16M 11F- 6 blasts to freeze) ET delayed due to OHSS FET scheduled for July 8. Delayed due to a crazy high TSH (it had been under control for YEARS!) FET #1 8/5/14 sET BFN
I just can't deal! I don't even want to go to my appt with the RE tomorrow. Crying..... Sorry I can't think positively right now.
Me: 38 DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant DH: 34 MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012 IVF w/ICSI #1 10 little polar bears FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!! Beta 1= 276 Beta 2= 662 4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel 5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel 5/3/14 ~ D&C FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014 October 13, 2014 ~ BFN Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL Animals Interacting with Snow
If he's had nodules before, try to remember it didn't mean anything last time. And if you skip your appointment you will only be upset you pushed it later. I know it all weighs us down, the extra crap in life. And I had nodules on my thyroid - so I know the feeling of thinking the worst (although not as a cancer survivor) so I know you're letting the negativity in. Hug your husband, let him remind you why you're doing the treatments and FET. Remember that you love each other and are facing both of these together. Then get some rest, get up and deal with tomorrow, tomorrow. One day at a time. (((HUGS)))
What type of cancer did he have? MH also had bleomycin as a part of his protocol. We went through something similar last year. MH's scan showed enlarged lymph nodes compared to the prior one (he had lymphoma). They also made him come back in 2 months rather than 6 as well. Those 2 months were really difficult because my mind played all sorts of tricks on me...everything seemed like a fucking cancer symptom. His tumors were in his lymph nodes and lungs, so every time he cleared his throat I was sure they were in his chest again. At his next appointment, his scan were clean again. I have always tried to tell myself not to worry until I had something to worry about...so much easier said than done! His doctors need to take every precaution to make sure he stays cancer free, so every little thing that appears on his scan will get red flagged. I know it is so very difficult, especially when you're trying to start a family, but try to focus on the positive. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this...the last thing you need as your prepping for your FET is this added stress. More thoughts and prayers coming your way.
Hang in there. I'm sure the hormones are adding to your anxiety. Sometimes when I felt myself getting a little crazy from the hormones, I would remind myself that what I was feeling is being intensified by the drugs and that it is not as bad as I am making it out to be. Sometimes it helped sometimes not.
DH (32): SA is ok, slightly low morph, normal SCSA Me (32): Slightly low progesterone, hostile CM, carrier for CF, Moderately high NKC, High TNFa, heterozyogous mutated Factor XIII, and +APA
October 2012-May 2014: 4 failed IUIs, 3 failed IVFs, and 1 failed FETw/donor embryos
November 2014: IVF w/ICSI #4 Agonist/Antagonist with EPP and Prednisone, Baby Aspirin, Lovenox, and IVIG for immune issues. Converted to freeze all due to lining issues. 2 blasts frozen on day 6!
January 2015: FET #2 Cancelled due to lining issues
What type of cancer did he have? MH also had bleomycin as a part of his protocol. We went through something similar last year. MH's scan showed enlarged lymph nodes compared to the prior one (he had lymphoma). They also made him come back in 2 months rather than 6 as well. Those 2 months were really difficult because my mind played all sorts of tricks on me...everything seemed like a fucking cancer symptom. His tumors were in his lymph nodes and lungs, so every time he cleared his throat I was sure they were in his chest again. At his next appointment, his scan were clean again. I have always tried to tell myself not to worry until I had something to worry about...so much easier said than done! His doctors need to take every precaution to make sure he stays cancer free, so every little thing that appears on his scan will get red flagged. I know it is so very difficult, especially when you're trying to start a family, but try to focus on the positive. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this...the last thing you need as your prepping for your FET is this added stress. More thoughts and prayers coming your way.
My DH had an advanced stage of testicular cancer. The tumor formed in his abdominal cavity. They removed all of his lymph nodes in his abdominal cavity and they all came up negative. The doctors have said that the bleomycin most likely isn't responsible for the nodules... At least that is what they said at the beginning until I showed them numerous studies that suggest that the long term effects of bleomycin can be residual lung damage... Which ironically shows up about 5 years post treatment... Which is exactly what happened to my DH. The problem with studies on patients post treatment with bleomycin.... Most are so advanced that making it to the 5 year mark doesn't happen.... So the docs are a little uneducated in my opinion on the long term effects of high dose bleomycin.
That all being said... I hope with all my heart that YH and MH stay cancer free and these are just residual benign damages caused by a nasty drug used to treat an even nastier disease.
Me: 38 DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant DH: 34 MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012 IVF w/ICSI #1 10 little polar bears FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!! Beta 1= 276 Beta 2= 662 4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel 5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel 5/3/14 ~ D&C FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014 October 13, 2014 ~ BFN Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL Animals Interacting with Snow
@O2girl praying that all goes ok. So sorry you and your husband are going through this right now.
Me: 35 low AMH, normal FSH DH: 31 Fair DNA fragmentation test Normal SA TTC: since March 2012
09-21-13 start IVF #1 10-04-13 ER 6 eggs, 6 mature, all 6 fertilized. 3 frozen 10-08-13 fresh transfer canceled due to high progesterone waiting for FET 10-18 started BCP 10-29 baseline appt scheduled 11-20 scheduled date of FET #1 12-2 BFN
3-1-14 moving on to the next step. Switched RE. going to plan 3 IUI cycles while saving for IVF#2
April 2014- IUI#1 BFN May 2014- IUI#2 BFN June 2014 IUI#3 BFN
Taking a break for a while, focusing on our wedding.
I am so sorry to hear all that you are going through. I can't imagine all the stress you are carrying between your DH's health and infertility. Just like the PP mentioned - he's had them before and it was nothing so don't jump to the worse! I will keep you and your DH in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you have a good appointment with good news!
Married my best friend on 9.6.11
Me 31 DH 29
TTC since 12/2011
Me - all normal test results
DH - SA #1, #2 and #3 - 0% morphology
Straight to IVF w/ ICSI
April 3 - start date for BC
April 18 - tentative start date for injections
Tentative IVF dates: ER - 4/27 and ET - 5/3!! DELAYED.
IVF #1 - May 6 - Estrace
May 17 - started injections!
ER and ET end of May!! BFFN
FET #1 - June 28th - BFP!!!!
Beta #1 - 164, Beta #2 - 381
1st u/s 7/16/13 - 2 sacs with yolks! 1 smaller than the other - Possible Twins?!
2nd u/s 7/26/13 - 1 healthy baby with heartbeat of 123bpm! Second sac empty. Next u/s 8/5/13.
8/5/13 (7w2d) - no heartbeat. Lost our precious LO :-/
D&C on 8/12/13 - finally neg hcg 2 months later on 10/3/13.
Saline Songram on 10/10/13 - found polyp :-( post-poned again.
Hysteroscopy on 10/29/13.
FET #2 - BFP!!!! :-)
Beta #1 - 265, Beta #2 - 692
12/24-12/28 (6w) - lost our LO (2nd miscarriage in a row)
RPL panel and Karyotyping; results all normal!
Started bcp's 1/24/14; saline sonogram 1/30/14 - All clear!!
IVF #2 02/15/14; ER 02/26/14 - freeze all due to mild OHSS.
7 blasts; PGD on all 7 - all 7 normal!!!
FET #3 4/8/14; BFP!! :-)
Beta #1 - 235, Beta #2 - 539
1st u/s - It's TWINS!!!!
2nd u/s- both babies measuring on track! Heartbeats of 118 and 122!!
Thanks ladies! I really appreciate the support. I don't talk about all the little scares or oddities that come up with my DHs recovery from cancer with very many people my DH and I know (Only a few close girlfriends); this is simply because I don't want to scare anyone who loves my DH.
I try to stay positive... But yesterday got the better of me. The worry also stole my joy about my upcoming FET... That is all on me.
Emotionally I am in a better place then I was yesterday.... And I wanted to thank you all for your encouraging words and kindness. Xoxox
Me: 38 DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant DH: 34 MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012 IVF w/ICSI #1 10 little polar bears FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!! Beta 1= 276 Beta 2= 662 4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel 5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel 5/3/14 ~ D&C FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014 October 13, 2014 ~ BFN Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL Animals Interacting with Snow
I'm glad today is a better day for you. I'm thinking of you and your DH!
TTC since May 2012 Me: 32 H: 31
DX: MFI-Very Low Count, I have Hashimotos.
IVF prep September 2013 cancelled due to Ovarian Cyst IVF #1 October 2013 Antagonistic Protocol with ICSI ER 10/31/13 (18R 16M 11F- 6 blasts to freeze) ET delayed due to OHSS FET scheduled for July 8. Delayed due to a crazy high TSH (it had been under control for YEARS!) FET #1 8/5/14 sET BFN
Re: Ugh....
**Siggy/Ticker Warning**
TTC #1 since May 2012
May 2013: First R.E. appointment
DH: SA is good
May 2013: CD3 Blood work-normal
June 2013: Hsg-Right tube blocked
July 26, 2013: Starting Follistim for IVF #1
August 2013: IVF #1 Cancelled- Abnormal embryos
October/November 2013: IVF #2 w/ICSI
November 8, 2013: Transferred two early blasts (no frosties)
November 18, 2013: First EVER BFP!
Beta#1: 91 Beta#2: 288
1st U/S- 5w2d Saw yolk sac!
3rd U/S- 7w4d HB of 157bpm!
TEAM BLUE!
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Like ThoseThreeWords said, you're emotionally tapped right now sweets. It's normal to be feeling the way you are under these circumstances. I'm sure everything will be absolutely fine and they'll find hubby perfectly healthy. Then once that is behind you, you will be able to focus on enjoying being knocked up!
(((hugs)))
DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant
DH: 34
MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012
IVF w/ICSI #1
10 little polar bears
FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN
FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!!
Beta 1= 276
Beta 2= 662
4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel
5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel
5/3/14 ~ D&C
FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014
October 13, 2014 ~ BFN
Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL
Animals Interacting with Snow
DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant
DH: 34
MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012
IVF w/ICSI #1
10 little polar bears
FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN
FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!!
Beta 1= 276
Beta 2= 662
4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel
5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel
5/3/14 ~ D&C
FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014
October 13, 2014 ~ BFN
Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL
Animals Interacting with Snow
MH is also a cancer survivor, so I've been there. Sometimes I am so confident that all of his scans will be clear, while other times I get so anxious that I can't sleep for the week leading up to his appointments. Your anxiety is likely stemming from your hormones. Try to remember that with each clean scan, it is less likely to return...the longer he is in remission, the more likely he'll stay that way. Thoughts and prayers for you and YH.
DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant
DH: 34
MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012
IVF w/ICSI #1
10 little polar bears
FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN
FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!!
Beta 1= 276
Beta 2= 662
4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel
5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel
5/3/14 ~ D&C
FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014
October 13, 2014 ~ BFN
Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL
Animals Interacting with Snow
Me: 28, DH: 30 TTC since March 2012
PCO & MTHFR Homozygous/Severe MFI (undescended teste & double hernia as baby)
12/12: 50mg clomid= bfn
1/13: 100mg clomid= bfn
2/13: 100mg clomid= bfn
6/13: IVF/ICSI (x1 4AA)=BFFN ~49R, 44M, 33F, 14 frosties OHSS
8/13: FET #1 (x1 4AA)=First EVER BFP 4dp5dt!! d&c @ 6.5 wks, blighted ovum
10/13: FET #2 (x2 4AA)= BFP 4dp5dt! Twins!!, perfect u/s then spontaneous m/c @ 5 wks
11/13= RPL/Karotyping= MTHFR Homozygous c667t
1/14= FET #3 our 2 year anniversary & hopefully our miracle
Me: 32 H: 31
IVF #1 October 2013 Antagonistic Protocol with ICSI ER 10/31/13 (18R 16M 11F- 6 blasts to freeze)
ET delayed due to OHSS
FET scheduled for July 8. Delayed due to a crazy high TSH (it had been under control for YEARS!)
FET #1 8/5/14 sET BFN
DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant
DH: 34
MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012
IVF w/ICSI #1
10 little polar bears
FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN
FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!!
Beta 1= 276
Beta 2= 662
4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel
5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel
5/3/14 ~ D&C
FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014
October 13, 2014 ~ BFN
Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL
Animals Interacting with Snow
IUI#4 1/23/13 on 75iu x9 Follistim = BFP then chem preg m/c (Feb 2013)
IUI#5 BFN (April 2013)
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What type of cancer did he have? MH also had bleomycin as a part of his protocol. We went through something similar last year. MH's scan showed enlarged lymph nodes compared to the prior one (he had lymphoma). They also made him come back in 2 months rather than 6 as well. Those 2 months were really difficult because my mind played all sorts of tricks on me...everything seemed like a fucking cancer symptom. His tumors were in his lymph nodes and lungs, so every time he cleared his throat I was sure they were in his chest again. At his next appointment, his scan were clean again. I have always tried to tell myself not to worry until I had something to worry about...so much easier said than done! His doctors need to take every precaution to make sure he stays cancer free, so every little thing that appears on his scan will get red flagged. I know it is so very difficult, especially when you're trying to start a family, but try to focus on the positive. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this...the last thing you need as your prepping for your FET is this added stress. More thoughts and prayers coming your way.
I'm so sorry!!
TTC #1 since August 2011
My Blog
September 2012: Start IF testing
DH (32): SA is ok, slightly low morph, normal SCSA Me (32): Slightly low progesterone, hostile CM, carrier for CF, Moderately high NKC, High TNFa, heterozyogous mutated Factor XIII, and +APA
October 2012-May 2014: 4 failed IUIs, 3 failed IVFs, and 1 failed FETw/donor embryos
November 2014: IVF w/ICSI #4 Agonist/Antagonist with EPP and Prednisone, Baby Aspirin, Lovenox, and IVIG for immune issues. Converted to freeze all due to lining issues. 2 blasts frozen on day 6!
January 2015: FET #2 Cancelled due to lining issues
April 2015: FET #2.1
PAIF/SAIF Welcome!
That all being said... I hope with all my heart that YH and MH stay cancer free and these are just residual benign damages caused by a nasty drug used to treat an even nastier disease.
DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant
DH: 34
MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012
IVF w/ICSI #1
10 little polar bears
FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN
FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!!
Beta 1= 276
Beta 2= 662
4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel
5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel
5/3/14 ~ D&C
FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014
October 13, 2014 ~ BFN
Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL
Animals Interacting with Snow
DH: 31 Fair DNA fragmentation test Normal SA
TTC: since March 2012
09-21-13 start IVF #1
10-04-13 ER 6 eggs, 6 mature, all 6 fertilized. 3 frozen
10-08-13 fresh transfer canceled due to high progesterone
waiting for FET
10-18 started BCP
10-29 baseline appt scheduled
11-20 scheduled date of FET #1
12-2 BFN
3-1-14 moving on to the next step. Switched RE. going to plan 3 IUI cycles while saving for IVF#2
April 2014- IUI#1 BFN
May 2014- IUI#2 BFN
June 2014 IUI#3 BFN
Taking a break for a while, focusing on our wedding.
Sept 24th missed period! Surprise natural BFP
10-15-14 first ultrasound
06-05-15 EDD
I try to stay positive... But yesterday got the better of me. The worry also stole my joy about my upcoming FET... That is all on me.
Emotionally I am in a better place then I was yesterday.... And I wanted to thank you all for your encouraging words and kindness. Xoxox
DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant
DH: 34
MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012
IVF w/ICSI #1
10 little polar bears
FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN
FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!!
Beta 1= 276
Beta 2= 662
4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel
5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel
5/3/14 ~ D&C
FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014
October 13, 2014 ~ BFN
Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL
Animals Interacting with Snow
Me: 32 H: 31
IVF #1 October 2013 Antagonistic Protocol with ICSI ER 10/31/13 (18R 16M 11F- 6 blasts to freeze)
ET delayed due to OHSS
FET scheduled for July 8. Delayed due to a crazy high TSH (it had been under control for YEARS!)
FET #1 8/5/14 sET BFN