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AF arrived = another BFFN (SAIFW)

Well, AF arrived this morning.  Although I responded really well to injectables, our timing was off (long story on that).  I expected a BFN but was secretly hoping this was our sticky BFP cycle.

It's been such a hard year IF-wise.  I had a BFP this summer, betas were doubling all over the place, only to have a missed m/c confirmed at 9 wks.  It took one dose of misoprostol and a D&C to finally have the m/c over.

I was so hoping my last cycle of the year would be the magic one but I guess not.  We're doing one more cycle of injectables and if that doesn't work, we're having the IVF talk with my RE.  I've been TTC for over 3 years - after 5 m/c's, and tons of testing, I'm starting to lose hope that I'll ever have a sticky BFP.

Well, at least I can drink tonight, right?


 

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Re: AF arrived = another BFFN (SAIFW)

  • I am so sorry sweetie, have lots of fun drinks tonight :) 2 lines in 09!!!!
  • I'm sorry...drink yourself sillyBig Smile
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  • Thanks caityr - here's toasting to 2009 bringing all of us our sticky two lines!

     


    TTC #1 w/ endo since Sept 2005. After many losses, a lap, tons of meds and tons of testing and, one failed IVF cycle, we were blown away with a surprise, sticky BFP...it's a girl!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
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    I'm sorry...drink yourself sillyBig Smile

    Yup, I'm so opening up my bar tonight!

    TTC #1 w/ endo since Sept 2005. After many losses, a lap, tons of meds and tons of testing and, one failed IVF cycle, we were blown away with a surprise, sticky BFP...it's a girl!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • I am sorry- IF destroyed me for 22 months but keep praying and having hope and 2009 will be your BFP year. Have a drink for me too! Happy New Year!
  • Darn AF...I'm sorry.  I know what you mean about losing hope.  I want & need to be hopeful but it's so hard after being knocked down so many times.   Drink up tonight!  
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  • I am so very sorry. ((HUGS)) I agree - drink yourself silly.

    Like JackieMac said 2 lines in 09! Here's hoping we all get or 2 lines and sticky BFP in 09!!

  • I'm so sorry! I got AF this am and had also been praying it was my magic new year's cycle :(

    It has definitely been such a hard year for you. So I propose a toast ((figuratively holding champagne glass even though it's 9am ;)) Out with the bad 2008 and in with the new and better 2009! cheers =)

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  • I am so sorry - I hope 2009 is going to be the year for you!!!
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  • You ladies are the best!  Thanks so much for the warm wishes and good thoughts.  Honestly, I don't even how I would get through this IF struggle without this board.  So, I'll be toasting to all of you as well tonight Drinks

    Much love,

    Marisa

    TTC #1 w/ endo since Sept 2005. After many losses, a lap, tons of meds and tons of testing and, one failed IVF cycle, we were blown away with a surprise, sticky BFP...it's a girl!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • Ugh - I am so sorry.  In my opinion, BFNs never get any easier.  I am so sorry for all of your losses, and really hope that 2009 is your year for a sticky baby... and mine too :)

    Hope you have lots of fun (and drinks) tonight!

     

  • I'm so sorry Marisa - have lots of drinks tonight!! Will be thinking of you.
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  • (((((hugs))))) :-(

    Here's to what has to be a better 2009! Enjoy your drinks tonight, you deserve it!

    After 5 years of TTC, 3 IUIs, 5 IVFs, 2 FETs, multiple losses and an adoption that wasn
  • Aw, Marisa. *hugs*

    2009 has to be a better year! It's already got a great start with your super new job; now for that sticky BFP...

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  • :(

    I am sorry.

    2009 will be better!!!!!?

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