Well, AF arrived this morning. Although I responded really well to injectables, our timing was off (long story on that). I expected a BFN but was secretly hoping this was our sticky BFP cycle.
It's been such a hard year IF-wise. I had a BFP this summer, betas were doubling all over the place, only to have a missed m/c confirmed at 9 wks. It took one dose of misoprostol and a D&C to finally have the m/c over.
I was so hoping my last cycle of the year would be the magic one but I guess not. We're doing one more cycle of injectables and if that doesn't work, we're having the IVF talk with my RE. I've been TTC for over 3 years - after 5 m/c's, and tons of testing, I'm starting to lose hope that I'll ever have a sticky BFP.
Well, at least I can drink tonight, right?
Re: AF arrived = another BFFN (SAIFW)
Thanks caityr - here's toasting to 2009 bringing all of us our sticky two lines!
Yup, I'm so opening up my bar tonight!
I am so very sorry. ((HUGS)) I agree - drink yourself silly.
Like JackieMac said 2 lines in 09! Here's hoping we all get or 2 lines and sticky BFP in 09!!
I'm so sorry! I got AF this am and had also been praying it was my magic new year's cycle
It has definitely been such a hard year for you. So I propose a toast ((figuratively holding champagne glass even though it's 9am
) Out with the bad 2008 and in with the new and better 2009! cheers 
You ladies are the best! Thanks so much for the warm wishes and good thoughts. Honestly, I don't even how I would get through this IF struggle without this board. So, I'll be toasting to all of you as well tonight
Much love,
Marisa
Ugh - I am so sorry. In my opinion, BFNs never get any easier. I am so sorry for all of your losses, and really hope that 2009 is your year for a sticky baby... and mine too
Hope you have lots of fun (and drinks) tonight!
(((((hugs))))) :-(
Here's to what has to be a better 2009! Enjoy your drinks tonight, you deserve it!
Aw, Marisa. *hugs*
2009 has to be a better year! It's already got a great start with your super new job; now for that sticky BFP...
I am sorry.
2009 will be better!!!!!?