I'm definitely having a NICU mom meltdown. I just feel so overwhelmed with trying to be here for my baby and be home for my husband and to take care of the things that need done around the house. Baby girl is doing great and doctors are happy with her progress. I'm the one having issues. I'm so frustrated and tired of pumping! I hate it! If it wasn't the best thing for her I would so stop. I have seen LC the last two days and they had some great tips. I have been doing those but I'm still not keeping up with LO. I have to stay the night here tonight to try to pump enough. It's hard because only one of us can stay here. It has been working I spend the day here with here and go home at night and be with DH. I can't tell if I have the beginning of PPD or if it's just being overwhelmed with having a NICU baby, pumping, and being home. Thanks for letting me vent.