Hi Ladies. So, it happened. My first pregnancy announcement post loss. I knew it would be hard. I had a bunch of friends pregnant when I was, and all babies except mine were of course delivered healthy between March-May. Only one left, who is due right now. It's been very difficult. Then, my Mom just called and said my childhood friend emailed her to tell her she was pregnant, and was worried about me. She wanted advice on how to tell me, and Mom decided it would be better if she told me. My friend was super supportive, and thought of me. That was heart warming, but it's still hard. I emailed her and it was a good conversation. Making it extra hard, she is due March 8th, and Ana's bday is March 2nd. It is her first child, and Ana was mine. So this is hard. We are coming up on 6 months on Monday and it has just been a really hard few days. Making it worse, today was CD 1. We're trying to conceive and my body is all messed up cause of PCOS. I just had a 62 day cycle. I have a lot going on and really, really miss my baby girl.