Met with the doctor today. My beta is still over 15,800. It doesn't look like this is going to happen naturally anytime soon, so we set the D&C. She was able to get me in tonight so at least I don't have to dwell on it for too long. I want this to be over, but I'm so upset about doing the D&C. I feel very sad and angry that my body wouldn't just do it on its own. I'm really scared about the procedure and being in an OR again.
BFP#2 7/3/13. U/S at 6w4d showed 1 heartbeat at 127 bmp and 2 empty sacs. MMC discovered at 10w4d. D&C 8/27/13. Pathology showed normal boy. Missing our babies every day.
BFP#3 10/29/13! Beta#1 at 4w5d - 2141, beta#2 at 5w1d - 7651! U/S 11/21/13 showed baby measuring 2 days ahead with a heartbeat of 127 bmp!