***Sachi****

cherylk

 Hope you had a great Christmas!  Did you get your progesterone level back?  Any symptoms yet?  We still have hope for you!

I took my last crinone last night and I'm hoping I get my period tomorrow or Monday.  Thank God I didn't get it yesterday. That would have been the worse case scenario so I guess I have at least that to be thankful for!  It just stinks with the timing around the holidays and the RE offices being closed!

Well give me some updates!!!

 

sachi

hey there:

I took a test today (12 dpo)  it was negative. My temps have been much higher than normal which is the only thing that made me take the test. I have zero other symptoms-and my lower back has started to ache which means af is on her way. Haven't got my prog results back yet. I think I am going to stay off the boards for a while-it has become too much for me and I need some distance. I will continue to pray regularly for you!

sachi

cherylk

Sachi, I'm sorry about the BFN!  It is such an emotional rollercoaster.  I understand about not coming on the boards.  It kinda takes over your life!  I know I'm obsessed, it's just I want it so much and it hurts so much to not have it happen!  The month I got pregnant with Nathan I wasn't really trying, charting etc...  I wonder if there's something to that??

I'm going to try and cut out caffeine and sugars this cycle and get daily exercise.  I think it''ll help for piece of mind too!  One good thing, I just started my period...perfect timing so at least I have one thing to be happy about!  My email is cherylr819@yahoo.com if you want to keep in touch without the boards.  I totally understand if you don't want to.  Page me when you come back and I will be praying for you!!

sachi

I know what you mean-I keep telling my husband I don't know how to get this desire out of my heart. He says keep it there with continued hope but just don't obsess. I saw my sister over xmas and she said I need to stop coming to this board and temping and just stop letting it take over my life. She even said to stop praying for it and just pray only for Gods will. So thats my plan for a while. My temps were so much higher this time-I mean they are usually around 98.3 and I had 4 98.8/98.9's in a row (I've never seen those numbers even when pregant was my son) and it made me a bit hopeful-so I think the taking the temp break will be good too-b/c that can mess with my head.   And I was so hopeful for you with those 3 good follicles. Oh well. Take care and I will keep in touch one way or another!