After grocery shopping and popping the truck open I loaded my groceries and misplaced my keys. I found them in the bag with the eggs and bread about an hour later after loading and unloading my groceries 3 times. Sleep deprivation sucks.
I shaved my legs for the first time in 2 weeks this morning.
My babies are sound asleep in their nursery and I am loving it.
*DH's BF has blown us off since DD was born and says WE have fallen off the face of the Earth... He hasn't even called DH... the phone works both ways...
*DH's BF didn't come to the hospital when DD was born because he had to get beer brewing supplies... but his wife had time to come visit... go figure...
*DH's BF was forced to our house when DD was 5 days old and he wouldn't even look at her.
*DH's BF's wife has made 2 comments now about us "Falling off the face of the Earth" #$*! them....
Screw DH's BF right now.... my DH is very hurt by this..
*When DD falls asleep on a car ride to see someone I'm so tired of people saying "all she does is sleep!" Ooooh sure.... come to my house 8:00am... you can see her awake for HOURS...
My PP body is horrendous. I guess I am vain becuase as much as I love DD and being a mom, looking in the mirror can be a tough pill to swallow. I can remember a time when I felt confident in my looks. Now I feel like I am Mrs Frump. The worst part is I cant see how simple weight loss will cure the excess amount of stretched skin. Plastic suegery, here I come!!!
DD is enterig her witching hours. It is a 4 to 6 hour fussy period which consists of very limited intervals of sleep. I've come to hate the evenings.
I'm nasty to my DH lately. I can't help myself it seems. I have no patience with him, and I don't try to hide it. And he doesn't even really deserve it.
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This one is immature, but we are having a NYE party and I am getting drunk! i haven't had a serious drink since last NYE. Thank God for grandmas who are dying to babysit
I love my daughter more than anything in the world. God she is beautiful. She is the best 'mistake' of my life
I am deathly afraid that someone will sexually abuse my daughter. I read in my childcare book that 1 in 5 girls will be abused. Frightening. I'm afraid that I won't know how to protect her. If someone ever hurts her it will devestate me. Being a parent is scarier than I ever thought.
*while driving home from my parents tonight, I made DH pull over so that I could check on Jake. He gave a quick short scream and then nothing else. I was almost in tears b/c I had myself so worked up that something is wrong with him.
*I have so much anxiety when it comes to him and I am constantly thinking that something is wrong with him. I try to hide it from DH but it really scares me that I am being too over-protective.
*even though I don't have that much school left, I'm over it
*Even though DH isn't getting me what I asked for for Christmas, I got him what he wanted and got my mom to get him the rest that I couldn't afford to get for him
*I love DS, but sometimes it's nice to have a night off from being mommy
*I'm so tired that my head hurts
*I just had Mirena put in yesterday and it made me a little sad to know that there is no chance for a "happy accident" in the next 5 years?
* Tomorrow is Leo's bris (circumcision) and i am a basket case. I cannot fathom how I will stomach watching my baby get cut. I think I may just leave the house and let DH handle it. Oy vey.
I honestly disagree when people say that it gets better. My son is almost 7 weeks old and it's not better at all. He doesn't sleep better and he still eats every 2 hours. How is that better than it was when he was 4 weeks old? I think people just get used to it.
Re: Confessions Anyone, Go...
* My love affair with chocolate continues.?
* I am still having a hard time figuring out dd's cries.
* I hate my pp body, but it's not motivating me enough to stop eating crap or to exercise. ?
*DH's BF has blown us off since DD was born and says WE have fallen off the face of the Earth... He hasn't even called DH... the phone works both ways...
*DH's BF didn't come to the hospital when DD was born because he had to get beer brewing supplies... but his wife had time to come visit... go figure...
*DH's BF was forced to our house when DD was 5 days old and he wouldn't even look at her.
*DH's BF's wife has made 2 comments now about us "Falling off the face of the Earth" #$*! them....
Screw DH's BF right now.... my DH is very hurt by this..
*When DD falls asleep on a car ride to see someone I'm so tired of people saying "all she does is sleep!" Ooooh sure.... come to my house 8:00am... you can see her awake for HOURS...
*I've had 2 margaritas- I feel good...
My PP body is horrendous. I guess I am vain becuase as much as I love DD and being a mom, looking in the mirror can be a tough pill to swallow. I can remember a time when I felt confident in my looks. Now I feel like I am Mrs Frump. The worst part is I cant see how simple weight loss will cure the excess amount of stretched skin. Plastic suegery, here I come!!!
DD is enterig her witching hours. It is a 4 to 6 hour fussy period which consists of very limited intervals of sleep. I've come to hate the evenings.
Josie was like too, but outgrew it at 4 weeks! I hate saying this to people, but it does get better
2 beautiful children
proud mommy!
This one is immature, but we are having a NYE party and I am getting drunk! i haven't had a serious drink since last NYE. Thank God for grandmas who are dying to babysit
I love my daughter more than anything in the world. God she is beautiful. She is the best 'mistake' of my life
I am deathly afraid that someone will sexually abuse my daughter. I read in my childcare book that 1 in 5 girls will be abused. Frightening. I'm afraid that I won't know how to protect her. If someone ever hurts her it will devestate me. Being a parent is scarier than I ever thought.
2 beautiful children
proud mommy!
*while driving home from my parents tonight, I made DH pull over so that I could check on Jake. He gave a quick short scream and then nothing else. I was almost in tears b/c I had myself so worked up that something is wrong with him.
*I have so much anxiety when it comes to him and I am constantly thinking that something is wrong with him. I try to hide it from DH but it really scares me that I am being too over-protective.
*I can't stop eating when I'm bored
*even though I don't have that much school left, I'm over it
*Even though DH isn't getting me what I asked for for Christmas, I got him what he wanted and got my mom to get him the rest that I couldn't afford to get for him
*I love DS, but sometimes it's nice to have a night off from being mommy
*I'm so tired that my head hurts
*I just had Mirena put in yesterday and it made me a little sad to know that there is no chance for a "happy accident" in the next 5 years?
- I think I have the best baby. She is just a really enjoyable little person and I am incredibly blessed
- I love having her sleep with us
- I can't imagine putting her in a crib in another room
- I really want to have sex but DH hasn't acted interested and I want it to be "good" sex, not just 'doing it', so I'm not initiating it
- I don't think I turn DH on any more - I am very flabby and stretch marked and scarred
- I had one glass of wine tonight and started slurring