I'm at a loss for words.
My emotions are shot. Someone shed some light on this hot mess:
Some factors:
1. This was my 3rd cycle due after stopping BF'ing. 1st cycle was EXACTLY how they used to be (before pregnancy, 6 months of BF'ing, and well.. since I got my period at 17) (yes, 17) 2nd cycle I was late, and had an early m/c. That brings us to this cycle...
2. pretty sure I ovulated at my usual lateness, I had 3 days of 3 lines on the LH tests. I never seem to catch the dark lines, but they were there. I had the signs.
3. I was due LAST monday. I have NEVER NEVER EVER been more than a day late in my life, except when I got knocked up with Nemo. Never.
4. I had/have ALL the same signs I had when I was knocked up. Bewbs, cramps, etc. and NO NO NO spotting. (strange, I always spot)
5. NO pregnancy test will give me two lines. The babycreation ones have fecked with me a couple times about 20 minutes after, but nothing I get to call real. I've been testing daily. Nothing.
6. At about 3-4 days late a had about 24 hours of serious EWCM. Weird. Meaning? who the feck knows.
So.... .... diagnosis? prognosis?
I am thinking that the BF'ing combined with that early m/c messed things up. There's just no way I can be THIS late, with THIS many symptoms, and not get a positive.
Right? RIGHT????????????????
Re: Feck Off AF! 6 days late & still BFN ~
oh don't even get me started about getting a beta drawn - I went through HELL on wed. to get one done, ends up after the huge run around, the on-call doc wouldn't issue a lab slip until monday. WTF?? Just let me get the blood test so I don't waste my whole weekend away with my in-laws - as if THAT is not stress enough!!!!!!!
I'm guessing the odds of me actually being pregnant and not show it for 6 days is slim? My mind is being bad, b/c it took THREE days for it to show up with Ava. (I got a beta drawn later that day and it was 99, so....)
Good luck! You never know....after my early m/c though, my AF was so screwed up. I hope you get good news tomorrow.
Married 8.13.2005, M/C 12/8/06- 5 weeks, M/C 2/27/07- 7 weeks, M/C w/ D&C 8/10/09-6.5 weeks *Charles Lawrence born 5/2/08 @ 3:14am, 7lb 8oz, 20.5 inches. Clomid, Crinone and baby aspirin. *Alexandra Claire born 9/14/10 @ 9:52am 6lb 14oz, 20.5 inches. Femara, Crinone and baby aspirin.
After 21 cycles, and severe MFI, we finally did it with IVF #1 w/ICSI! Nico arrived 12/3/08!!!
TTC for #2: IVF w/ICSI #2-4/17/10-BFN; IVF w/ICSI #3; 7/4/10-BFP!!! Beta #1- 96; Beta #2-528; Beta #3- 7371; 6w,5d-blited ovum=D&C
IUI #2 1/10/11-BFN; IUI #3 2/18/11-BFN
IVF #4 w/ICSI & PICSI ER 5/13/11, ET 5/1/118-BFP!! Natalee arrived on 1/23/12!!!!
Pregnancy Blog: Miracles Can Happen
Parenthood Blog: The Adventures of Nico & Natalee
She's off somewhere drinking margaritas with my AF, let me know if you hear from them, I'm wasting too much $$ on sticks!
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