Wow...has this been a roller coaster of emotions. Some things you never think will happen to you, and then they do. Anways...I had a m/c in the begining of october (natural) and AF just ended.....now it's time to start trying again..wahooo..however I am sooo nervous of it happening again! My mind keeps going back and forth back and forth with stupid thoughts...of "well maybe its a sign, we shouldn't have kids now" or "maybe I'm not healthy enough" or blah blah....anyone else ever feel that way? I just do not want to go through it again, it was so painful emotionaly and physically. Well none the less....I am here and excited to be a part of this board! I guess I just need to keep my faith and try to stay positive!!!