With my first, I had a failed 30 hour induction before an emergency CS so I was very tired and ready to just be done. I really didn't have time to think about what was happening, etc.
i am scheduled in two weeks for a RCS and with all this time to think about it, I find my anxiety is starting to get the best of me and I'm getting really nervous/scared. Is/was anyone having the same issue? What helped?
Re: RCS Starting to freak out
I'm right there with you! I have mine in 10 days and I am getting increasingly nervous. I told my OB today and she was very reassuring. She said that most women find it a completely different and much better experience than their first C/S if it was emergency, as mine was.
I also labored for a long, long time and ended up having to be put to sleep in the end for my C/S. I woke up and had the worst pain I have ever felt EVER. It was totally traumatizing and gross. I have no idea really what to expect other than what my OB has told me and my own research but I know it has to be a better experience than my first.
I just keep telling myself it will be over quickly and try and not dwell on what happened in the past. So far it's kind of working...sort of:)
Good Luck!
I know exactly how you feel. Our first was an emergency CS after my uterus started contracting and not letting up which kept the baby from breathing. Again, we just wanted him out and safe. We are scheduled for #2 in 2 weeks and 1 day, and I am terrified. The surgery doesn't bother me but the thought of the recovery makes me so nervous. I hate thinking how bad it's going to hurt to get out of bed and shower and walk down the hall, etc. I'd love to do VBAC, but my doctor advised against it. It's a good thing there's a sweet baby at the end otherwise I think I would handle it.
Good luck. I'm sorry I don't have much advice, but you aren't alone!!! I will pray for you