Wow! I think I am feeling better! I am coming to peace with everything. I hope this feeling last...
I have had moments today that would normally knock me right back into bed and keep me there for the rest of the day. For example, I ran into a co-worker and had to "explain" my time off. Well, he thought it was strange that I didn't have a huge belly and no baby around, so I felt obligated to share my story, but he knew. I also received mail for baby Audrina and my Parents magazine. But, I made it through!!!
Unfortunately, I am getting ready to go to sit in a room full of pregnant women and babies. Oh, joy! The day I have been anticipating is finally here. This might be the one thing that knocks me back into bed. I haven't been to the doctor since I was VERY pregnant, so this is my first time and I am dreading it. How did you guys get through your first appointment? I am thinking about wearing a blind fold and bringing my iPod so I don't have to see or hear any babies/pregnant women. Lol only kidding...
Maybe:)
I hope you are all feeling at peace today. Because of YOU I am feeling at peace. So, THANK YOU!!! For helping me feel good! Even if this feeling only last for today!
I pray for you all!!!
Re: Wait, am I actually having a GOOD day?!
BFP #1 6.17.10 - natural M/C 5w2d
BFP #2 8.4.10 - missed M/C, D&C 8w
BFP #3 1.18.11 - natural M/C 5w1d
BFP #4 5.6.11 - 13dpo: hcg 68, p 16.3; 16dpo: hcg 211,
p16.6; 18dpo: hcg 416, p 15.6; 25dpo: hcg 6,007
DS born 1/30/12
BFP #5 4.28.13 - LO due 1/4/14
We love and miss you Jillian (18w) and Peanut (6w). Welcome to our TAC miracle Jacob!
EXACTLY what I was thinking this morning when in the OB's waiting room for 40 minutes with SEVEN pregnant women. Holy mother of god. I was silently crying the whole time, and just about to ask if I could wait the rest of the time in an empty exam room when they called my name.
Responding to the original post, I really hope your good day continued, and I hope all of us get there, too--soon. It's definitely a mourning process that needs time (to honor the loss), but it's also uplifting to hear there's some light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you for sharing. :-)