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uck... poas @ 9dpo and B fat fvcking N

Why the h3ll do I do this every month? I got my last BFP at 9 dpo without FMU, so I ws sure that today I'd get one! I've broken my rational mind.  I need a doctor quick,, or better yet, a psychiatrist. Fvck you brain!

Re: uck... poas @ 9dpo and B fat fvcking N

  • Yea... I do the same thing to myself too. Its so heartbreaking.

    ((hugs))

    ::feeds mindy happy pills::

    BFP #1 4/2/09 EDD 12/6/09 -MC 4/12/09 BFP #2 6/2/09 EDD 2/14/10 -Ectopic in Tube, Surgery 6/23/09 BFP #3 10/15/09 EDD 6/27/10 -Daniel John 6/21/10 BFP #4 Oct 2010 Chemical Pregnancy BFP #5 8/19/11 Beta #1 82.8 Prog 17.25
  • Mindy, you know it is too early!  I am sorry you got a BFN, but remember when you POAS at 14 dpo you will  get better results!
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  • We all do it, babe. It's super early, so don't lose hope!
  • imagesuntoto@gmail.com:
    Mindy, you know it is too early!  I am sorry you got a BFN, but remember when you POAS at 14 dpo you will  get better results!

    I second this!

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  • I'm sorry for the bfn, and I totally understand the urge to POAS at 9dpo.  I got my last bfp at 10dpo, so I will always start testing then just because of that...

    Try again in a few days, I'm crossing my fingers you'll get a different result!!

    BFP #1 - 2/1/09-mc 2/5/09 @4wks
    BFP #2 - 6/24/09-mc 7/25/09 @8wks
    6/09 Dx w/PCOS--Metformin & Progesterone
    8/09 Dx w/Compound Hetero MTHFR--Neevo, Metanx & BA
    BFP #3 - 1/11/10 - DD1 born 9/16/10 @39w4d, 8lbs 14oz & 20in.
    Heparin from BFP to 34wks.
    BFP #4 - 10/4/11 - DD2 born 6/2/12 @38w1d, 8lbs 11oz & 21in.
    Same med protocol as last time, but heparin continued until delivery.
    BFP #5 - 3/30/14, EDC 12/10/14!!

    Beta #1-76 (12dpo), Beta #2-238 (14dpo)
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  • Mindy, I totally understand. I always test early and I'm always mad at myself for it.

    I would tell you not to, but that would make me a total hypocrite. ((hugs)) to you girl...I hope it's way too early and you see a line soon!

    02/08 BFP resulted in m/c 4/10/08 (11 weeks)
    10/08 Clomid Cycle #1 = m/c 11/7/08 (6 weeks)
    03/09 Clomid Cycle #2 = BFN
    3 rounds of Femara + Ovidrel + IUI =BFN
    10/18/09 2nd Break Cycle (post HSG) before IVF #1 = BFP!

    ? The world thought I had it all, but I was waiting for you. ?
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  • imagesuntoto@gmail.com:
    Mindy, you know it is too early!  I am sorry you got a BFN, but remember when you POAS at 14 dpo you will  get better results!
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  • Its not over yet.  9 DPO is super early!   test again in a few days!!  Yes
  • Thanks girls.... but I still feel like shiit now.
  • I want to test too, but I don't want to get a bfn so I am waiting until next week...  it's difficult to have patience sometimes!
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