Trouble TTC

Is it a full moon? Anyone else having one of those days?

So it's one of those days where nothing really goes right:

in the grocery store I ran into and knocked over a large display of sunblock... in the front of the store where everyone could see... and then a manager walked over to help and asked " are you all right?" Yes dude, just humiliated, lets move on.

I went to take the dog out for a walk, locked the door. Came back home and realized I forgot my keys.  Went into the garage to get the emergency key, turned around and realized the back door was wide open.

Had to stop driving on way to Dr appt as trunk light was on since I didn't close it completely after pulling the groceries out

And the nurse at my primary's office asked if I wanted HIV testing as part of my routine health maintenance (I was there for a physical). Then she said, but if you get pregnant they will test you anyway (apparently my RE has been keeping my primary up to date which is good!) THEN she threw in "I've been tested 4 times, for 4 pregnancies" WTF did you REALLY have to throw that in at the end.

Anyone else having a day like mine????

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TTC #1 since November 2011
Dx: Unexplained Infertility
Feb-April 2013: Femara + TI: BFN
May - September 2013:  Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI#1-4 = BFN
IVF # 1 November 2013: transferred 1 perfect 5d blast = BFN
IVF # 2 April 2014
*everyone welcome*

Re: Is it a full moon? Anyone else having one of those days?

  • Actually it WAS a full moon yesterday :) hahaha   I hope you day gets better!!!
    Married 2008 (together 10+ years)- TTC since Aug 2012- Seeing an RE since April 2013 ~~ All Are Welcome~~
    Me(30)- Anovulatory  (b/c pituitary gland not making enough FSH/LH), hypothyroidism (on synthroid), ruptured appendix w/major surgery, 2nd even more major surgery 1 month later for infection (Most likely scarred and not functional right tube/ovary), HSG showed both tubes open, Crohn's Disease (in remission 6 years)
    Husband (31)- Low Morphology (2%)- all other numbers ok
    "It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light"  
    Medicated Cycles with RE: 
    Cycle 1-  Clomid 50mg + HCG trigger shot + TI(1 follicle on "good" side) = BFN (Weak ovulation)
    Cycle 2- Clomid 100mg+ HCG trigger & TI (changed from IUI b/c only 1 follicle on scarred right tube/ovary)=BFN 
    Cycle 3- Clomid 100mg+150iu Bravelle (CD 9)+Ovidrel+IUI#1 = BFP- Beta #1=124, Beta #2=180  CP- M/C@5 weeks 
    Cycle 4 Clomid 100mg + 150iu Bravelle Shot (CD 9) + Ovidrel trigger + IUI#2 (1 follicle on scarred side)= BFN
    Cycle 5-  Clomid 100mg +75iu Bravelle (CD 7-16) +Ovidrel trigger +IUI#3 (1 follicle on scarred side AGAIN)= BFN
    ****Changed to new RE 10/15/13 and new plan for cycle #6****
    50mm cyst on right ovary- benched for 5 weeks on birth control starting 10/24cyst gone enough 11/26
    Cycle 6 11/26/13 Follitism+Ovidrel+IUI #4 (Good Side: 2 mature, 1-2 "maybe"  Bad Side: 1 mature, 2 "maybe")= BFP!!  
    Beta#1@13dpiui=87  Beta#2@15dpiui=172    1st u/s @7 weeks- heartbeat 144!!!   2nd u/s 8w2d- heartbeat 166  
    Released to MFM           Panaroma Test:  Negative for Trisomy 13, 18 & 21 and IT'S A BOY!!!! 
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  • That sounds like my day yesterday! One thing after another... I hope your day gets better! Maybe it's best to lay low for a little while, lol
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    Me: 32 DH: 34 married 7.26.2008 ~ off BCP since Sept 2011, officially TTC#1 since March 2012 
    Dx: unexplained IF, arcuate uterus, minimal endometriosis, poor embryo quality, borderline morphology 
    Tx: IUI #1-3: Clomid+Ovidrel = BFN 6.3.13, 6.28.13, 7.26.13 ~ Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy: minimal endo, partial septoplasty 8.7.13 ~ IUI #4: Follistim+Cetrotide+Ovidrel+IUI #4 (canceled, overstimulation) +TI = BFN 9.12.13
    IVF #1: Antagonist Protocol ~ 10R/6M/6F (3 ICSI) ~ Day 3 ET of two 7-cell embryos ~ remaining four embryos arrested at 4-5 cell stage = BFN 10.22.13 ~ IVF #2: Estrogen Priming Antagonist with HGH ~ 14R/9M/5F ~ transfer canceled ~ all embryos arrested at 1-2 cell stage = heartbroken 12.9.13 
    IUI #4.1: Follistim+Ovidrel+IUI #4.1 = BFN 1.14.14 ~ The Vagina Tour: Consulted with 4 REs for second opinions
    IVF #3: Lupron Down Reg Protocol ~ 9R/5M/5F (with ICSI) ~ 3 embryos arrested by Day 5, 1 more by Day 6, 1 made it to blastocyst! 2.27.14 ~ CCS Testing is normal!!! We have a frostie ninja!! Hallelujah! 3.12.14 ~ FET #1: BFN 4.22.14 ~ We love you, Ninja, and know you tried your best <3

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  • ouch, rough day. Hope tomorrow is better.

    TTC since July 2009. Dx MFI & LPD. 
    IUI#1&2&3 (2011 & 2012) BFN
    IUI#4 1/23/13 on 75iu x9 Follistim = BFP then chem preg m/c (Feb 2013)
    IUI#5 BFN (April 2013)
    IVF w/ICSI Oct. 2, 2012 - 13R, 11M, 7F, 1 frozen blast 4BB grade - - - FET Nov 15, 2013
    BFP! Beta 1:104 @ 10dp6dt, Beta 2:178 @ 12dp6dt,  beta 3:366 @ 14dp6dt
    Saw heartbeat twice before missed M/C at 8w3d on 12/27/13, missing my little angel boy
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  • Im with you. Can't stop crying today, I assume its pms.
    Me 28 DH 30 TTC since wedding May 2012. Me: Known Hypothryoidism. Bloodwork and HSG Normal DH: SA Normal RE appt end of July 2013. Official Diagnosis: Unexplained Infertility. Lap on 9/18 found Stage II endo. IUI #1 November 5th-BFN.  IUI #2 December 5th-BFN. IUI #3-December 30th. All three with Femara CD 3-7 and Ovidrel trigger. +HPT 1/13/14 First +ever!!! Beta #1 195 Beta #2 1/15-533. Ultrasound on 2/4 showed one bean. EDD 9/22.
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  • I hope your day gets better
    Me~26 DH~25
     IVF/ICSI #1 May 2014
     3rd IUI attempt - 100 mg Clomid+ Trigger+ Progesterone- BFN -June 2013
     2nd IUI attempt -100 mg Clomid- Canceled-May 2013 
     1st IUI attempt - 100 mg Clomid- Canceled-April 2013  
     Abnormal Antiphospholipid Antibodies
     MTHFR 
     MFI - Sperm Morphology 2%.  
     Diminished Ovarian Reserve  
     Blocked Left Tube. 
     3-16-2012 D&C/Miscarriage. 
     6-12-2010  Miscarriage.
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  • Yikes! Sorry you have had a rough day. FX tomorrow is better! 

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     TTC since November, 2011

    DH's SA : Excellent

    Lap and Hysteroscopy June 2012

    DX: PCOS, Stage III Endo, slight Adenomyosis, blocked tube, and probable LPD

    Treatments:  6 Months Lupron Depot injections; 1500 mg metformin; 3 cycles of Clomid + TI = BFN

    3 endometrial biopsies all were "out of phase" 

    September - December, 2013:  Break to lose weight and get healthy

    40 lb weight loss but still not ovulating "in phase"  

    February - March 2014: bcps + follistim + trigger + TI = BFP

     Beta #1 (12dpo): 30; Beta #2 (18dpo): 500; Beta #3 (25dpo): 7,000!!! 

    1st u/s 4/16: One beautiful hb at 144 bmp 

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  • On days like that I go home, plant my butt on the couch and give up any hopes of doing anything productive the rest of the day.  Hope it got better for you!


    Diary of a Little Chicken (My Blog about IF, Pregnancy & Loss)

    TTC our first take-home baby since June 2012 with Anovulation and PCOS

    Rx: Metformin, 1500mg || Tx:  No response to ovulation-inducing meds
    Nov 2013: IVF#1 = very first BFP! EDD: 8/15/14
    Mar 2014: Learned our precious baby would not make it due to
    severe physical and mental deformities from Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

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    Hope things get better!! I've been feeling very sad all day, can't pinpoint a reason though. Must just be one of those days!

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    TTC since March 2012
    DX: MFI (4% motility)

    Cycle 13: BFP - Identical twins! 
    Lost my angel boys at 10.5 weeks

    Cycle 17: Follistim + Trigger + IUI = BFN
    Cycle 18: Natural Cycle = BFN
    Cycle 19: Follistim + Trigger +IUI#2
    Polyp found: SIS 11/11 - hysteroscopy 11/14
    Cycle 20: Follistim + IUI#2 = BFFN
    Cycle 21: Follistim (adj. dosage) + IUI#3 TI  = BFN
    IUI cancelled due to weather :(
    Cycle 22: Follistim + IUI#3.1 = BFN

    Cycle 23: treatment break, IVF consult
    Cycle 24: natural cycle w/ acupuncture + Chinese herbs = BFN
    Cycle 25: natural cycle w/ acupuncture + Chinese herbs
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  • Oh no, I guess my day doesn't sound that bad after reading this! Hope tomorrow is better for you.
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    Dx:Hypothyroidism 2008
    HSG- All clear CD 3 bloodwork normal
    SA- Abnormal Dx:MFI
    DH on 50mg Clomid 3x week
    BFP#1- 1/21/13 CP 1/24/13
    Cycle 18,19 & 20 50mg Clomid+trigger+IUI= All BFFN
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  • Thanks Ladies! I am firmly on the couch reading a book (for Katib it's Dragonfly in Amber) and hopefully will go to bed soon and tomorrow will be a much better day!
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    TTC #1 since November 2011
    Dx: Unexplained Infertility
    Feb-April 2013: Femara + TI: BFN
    May - September 2013:  Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI#1-4 = BFN
    IVF # 1 November 2013: transferred 1 perfect 5d blast = BFN
    IVF # 2 April 2014
    *everyone welcome*
  • I had a lousy day too!  I'm hoping today is better. 

    **Kids mentioned**

    A friend broke her foot, so she can't be outside too much because the heat makes it swell in the cast.  So I took her two kids to the pool with some friends (who also have kids) as a favor.  My other friend who was there was introducing me to the four or five other ladies I didn't know.  They assumed the two kids I had with me were mine, and when I pointed out they weren't and that I didn't have any of my own, they got all condescending like I wasn't part of the crowd and said dismissively, "Oh, you will.  Just relax and it'll happen."  "Yeah, I just look at my husband and get pregnant - even after he got snipped!"  And then they start all talking about how flucking easy it is to get pregnant.  I kind of snapped and went, "Actually, at this point, it probably won't without some sort of medical intervention."

    Didn't make any new friends that day...
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    Off birth control March 2012 - Actively trying since Sept 2012
    DX: Unexplained Infertility

    History:
    Cycle # 1-17: The Old Fashioned Way = BFNs
    Cycle # 18: IUI #1, Natural Cycle (Ovulated 1/30) = BFN
    Cycle # 19: TI, Femara/Follistim (33.3iu), Ovidrel, Prometrium (Ovulated 2/25) = BFN
    Cycle # 20: IUI #2, Femara/Follistim (50iu), Ovidrel, Prometrium (Ovulated 3/24) = BFN (c/p)

    Current Cycle:
    Cycle # 21: IUI #3, Follistim (75iu), Ovidrel, Prometrium
    10 days of Follistim, Trigger 4/20 @ 10:30pm, IUI scheduled for 4/22 @ 9:30am

    Next Step:
    Break until Fall 2014, then (if necessary) IVF with CNY
    Phone consult scheduled for 5/14

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  • calindi said:
    I had a lousy day too!  I'm hoping today is better. 

    **Kids mentioned**

    A friend broke her foot, so she can't be outside too much because the heat makes it swell in the cast.  So I took her two kids to the pool with some friends (who also have kids) as a favor.  My other friend who was there was introducing me to the four or five other ladies I didn't know.  They assumed the two kids I had with me were mine, and when I pointed out they weren't and that I didn't have any of my own, they got all condescending like I wasn't part of the crowd and said dismissively, "Oh, you will.  Just relax and it'll happen."  "Yeah, I just look at my husband and get pregnant - even after he got snipped!"  And then they start all talking about how flucking easy it is to get pregnant.  I kind of snapped and went, "Actually, at this point, it probably won't without some sort of medical intervention."

    Didn't make any new friends that day...
    :-@
    Ugh, I'm sorry, that's terrible.  I hope today is a lot better! 
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    TTC #1 since November 2011
    Dx: Unexplained Infertility
    Feb-April 2013: Femara + TI: BFN
    May - September 2013:  Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI#1-4 = BFN
    IVF # 1 November 2013: transferred 1 perfect 5d blast = BFN
    IVF # 2 April 2014
    *everyone welcome*
  • It was definitely something this week! It's been a rough week for myself as well and today I cried at work! Hopefully you guys got all your negative bs out of the way and it will be better soon!
  • @Calindi, that's awful!

    I am having another day like this. UGH!!! Seriously, every little thing is p!ssing me off!!!!!
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    Me: 32 DH: 34 married 7.26.2008 ~ off BCP since Sept 2011, officially TTC#1 since March 2012 
    Dx: unexplained IF, arcuate uterus, minimal endometriosis, poor embryo quality, borderline morphology 
    Tx: IUI #1-3: Clomid+Ovidrel = BFN 6.3.13, 6.28.13, 7.26.13 ~ Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy: minimal endo, partial septoplasty 8.7.13 ~ IUI #4: Follistim+Cetrotide+Ovidrel+IUI #4 (canceled, overstimulation) +TI = BFN 9.12.13
    IVF #1: Antagonist Protocol ~ 10R/6M/6F (3 ICSI) ~ Day 3 ET of two 7-cell embryos ~ remaining four embryos arrested at 4-5 cell stage = BFN 10.22.13 ~ IVF #2: Estrogen Priming Antagonist with HGH ~ 14R/9M/5F ~ transfer canceled ~ all embryos arrested at 1-2 cell stage = heartbroken 12.9.13 
    IUI #4.1: Follistim+Ovidrel+IUI #4.1 = BFN 1.14.14 ~ The Vagina Tour: Consulted with 4 REs for second opinions
    IVF #3: Lupron Down Reg Protocol ~ 9R/5M/5F (with ICSI) ~ 3 embryos arrested by Day 5, 1 more by Day 6, 1 made it to blastocyst! 2.27.14 ~ CCS Testing is normal!!! We have a frostie ninja!! Hallelujah! 3.12.14 ~ FET #1: BFN 4.22.14 ~ We love you, Ninja, and know you tried your best <3

    All are Welcome!

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