February 2013 Moms

Hi Ladies (Loss Mentioned & Long)

I just wanted to say Hi and thank you to all of you that were thinking about me a while back. Just found out you were thinking about me. I was a member of this board until I lost my beautiful daughter back in May. I never said anything on this board at the time b/c I didn't want to cause anyone any hurt or scare anyone. My story is attached. Thanks and I wish you all nothing but great moments with your LOs.

 

 

We lost our sweet angel on May 9, 2013. She was born on Feb 17, 2013. Brooke was only 11 weeks old. I had just went back to work for 4 days when she passed from SIDS.

She was being watched by my BFF while I was working. My BFF is a wonderful mother of 2 little boys. We have known each other since the 9th grade.

Brooke was a very happy healthy baby. That morning when I dropped her off, I told her how much I love her and that I would be thinking about her every moment of the day. I gave her lots of kisses. She smiled as I left.

I never let Brooke sleep on her tummy but I didn't feel it needed to be said. I trusted my BFF's mom instincts. She laid her down for her nap on her tummy. According to what I know, Brooke passed away very soon after being put down for her nap.

I am not sure how to live without our little girl. She was our everything! All I want to do is hold her. I wasn't even done BFing her. We had her memorial service on my first Mother's Day. I was so scared during my pregnancy that I was going to lose her. Who knew I would be right.

I prayed every night that God would keep her safe and here with us. Every morning I would thank him for another day with her. That morning I prayed that he would watch over her but left out the part about keeping her here with us. I know he is watching over her but I wanted to do that for the rest of my life.

There were so many nights as I was putting her to bed that I would just be thinking about how my life was great and it couldn't get any better. I had everything I could have ever asked for. Now it is gone.


Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS

 

 

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BFP: 8/17/14     EDD: 4/29/15

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  • pinkyppinkyp
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    Oh my goodness. I'm so so terribly sorry for your loss. I pray God's comfort be with you and yours during this difficult time. Hugs!
  • I am so very sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you've been through, and I pray for you and your family's healing. I am sure you have a beautiful angel watching over you each and every day. Huge ((((hugs)))).
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  • SagenSagen
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    I am so very sorry for your loss ((hugs)).
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  • I just cannot imagine what you are going through. I am so sorry for the loss of you baby girl. Your family will be in my prayers now and in the future.
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  • I'm so very, very sorry for your loss, I cannot even imagine the pain that comes with losing your LO. Thank you for sharing your story with us, you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • I know there are no words that could ever comfort you in your time of loss and healing. This is a terrible tragedy and I'm so so so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.  ((Hugs)) 
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  • MBush4MBush4
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    Words cannot express how sorry I am for you. When you posted a previous post I noticed your sig. I am so incredibly sorry for you and your husband. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. I hope you don't mind me saying this, but I know God loves you and your little one. He will make all things right. More importantly, I believe families aren't just for the here and now but are meant to be together forever. You will see her again and still be her mom. I know it doesn't help much now.but know that you are in my prayers.

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  • I am so, so sorry. I can't even imagine the heartbreak you have had to endure. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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  • I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter Brooke. Your courage and strength are inspirational.  You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for sharing with us.  Big hugs to you. 
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  • seekupseekup
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    Very brave of you to share your story.  I am so so sorry for your loss.  Prayers for you, your family, and of course your baby...
  • Honestly this just broke my heart and I teared up, especially when you said she smiled at you before you left. I am SO sorry that this happened and can't imaginr your pain. As PP said you definately have a very special angel watching over you.

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  • I am deeply sorry for your loss. I commend you for being courageous enough to share your story. My thoughts are with you and your family. 

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  • I am heartbroken for you.


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  • There are no words that could express my deepest sympathies. Thinking of you and your family. 
  • I am so so so sorry for your loss.  I will be praying for you, and for your BFF.  May God give you both peace.

        
  • My heart is breaking for your loss. I am so very very sorry that she isn't in your arms and pray that you and your family find comfort knowing she is with Him.  I can't even begin to fathom or imagine how difficult it is to say goodbye. 

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  • I am so so very sorry. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • My heart breaks for you.  I can't imagine how you feel.  I'm so glad you seem to have a strong faith and know that your sweet little girl is with her loving Father in Heaven.  I'm sure it doesn't make it hurt any less and you would much prefer her to be with you, but I hope that knowledge brings a small amount of comfort.  My prayers are with you and your family. 

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  • wow.  My heart breaks for you and your best friend.  I hope you find a support group to help you through this difficult time.  Please know that  you are not alone and that you were and are a wonderful mother.  I don't know your situation but I hope you go on to make more little angels.
  • I am so very, very sorry for your loss.  You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss, I cannot imagine what you must be going through. Keeping your family in my prayers!
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  • Thanks for all the kind thoughts, words and prayers.  Please just cherish every moment with your kids even when they make it difficult.  Hold them tight and tell them how much you love them every second you can. Brooke will always been in my heart and I will see her again, till then I will be loving her non stop.

    Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS

     

     

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  • Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. My heart aches for you and though nothing can bring her back I admire you greatly for the strength in sharing your story
  • I cannot express how desperately sorry I am for the terrible loss you have suffered..DH and I are tearing up as I read this. Sending prayers for you and your family that you may find comfort in knowing your sweet angel is with her Lord and Savior and that you will meet again someday. *Hugs*
  • JRomeHJRomeH
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    I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful Brooke.  My thoughts are with you and your family.  

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  • My thoughts are with you. I am so sorry.

  • I am so sorry for your loss. ::hugs::
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain you must be feeling.
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  • Absolutely heartbroken for you. I cannot imagine your pain. You will be in my prayers. I wish you comfort and peace.
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  • I know nothing anyone says can make the pain you feel go away. I'm just so sorry. I'll pray for you everyday that you'll find peace. I don't even know you but I wish I could be there for you...

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