I told myself after the last loss, that was it. I wasn't trying again, it wasn't meant to be, etc. etc. but, I can't get the idea of a 3rd out of my mind. I cried yesterday at babies r us buying a shower gift. So, what do I do? See a specialist and see if it is an easy fix? I am pursuing having my thyroid checked - have an appt scheduled a week from Monday. I feel like such a mess. I told DH last night thy I wish I were just content with the two beautiful kids that we have, but my heart longs for one more.