Hello ladies. I haven't posted in a while, I intro'd last spring. I'm having serious issues and I'm stuck. I was dead set on homeschooling. But now I'm second guessing it. What if I don't do a good enough job? What if I'm just too lazy and don't want to leave the house with a newborn to make it to all the local homeschool activity groups? What if it's just too hard? What if I have time issues? Then I realize that having my 7 yr old around to play with the toddler helps alot. So I think it will actually make life easier. But then I feel guilty, bc keeping a kid home to make my daily life easier and keep the toddler from being clingy is just wrong.
I think the one on one time will be good for her, for us, for our relationship. I think she will find learning fun again and hopefully her attitude will improve. She will be happy rather than angry and defiant. But what will she miss out on? They used a kiln last year to make Christmas presents. I can't compete with a kiln. We are working on farm life, it seems to provide so many wonderful ways to learn. But will it compete with actual school?
Ug. I have 11 days until registration at the new school. 11 days to decide. And I'm terrified to make the wrong choice. I just want to do what's best for her, for everyone, and I want my first choice to be the right choice.
Any advice to spare?