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Afraid to test

Today is my test day according to FF. I chickened out because I can't bare to see a BFN. If my temp stays up tomorrow I'll test....maybe lol. Anyone else afraid to test?
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Re: Afraid to test

  • Yes!!! I'm 15dpo today... if I charted correctly.  I've not been temping regularly so not positive but fairly certain I am 15dpo.  We did not time our bming perfectly this cycle, ugh.  I had a blighted ovum in April and got a + at 10dpo that cycle.  If af no shows I'll test on Saturday, I feel good giving myself those extra few days since i'm not 100% I'm 15dpo today.

     Best wishes for a BFP for you!

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  • I'm the exact opposite, but fx for you! 

    Both DDs conceived 2nd cycle, 10/08 and 08/10
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx chronic annovulation/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 -> increased doses = 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP at 10dpiui! Beta 12dpiui = 130, 14dpiui = 342, 21dpiui = 4695, Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc and baby measuring 7w4d. Done TTC indefinitely. 


  • That's me all the time. I hate testing because I cringe at seeing that BFN.  It makes me feel stupid for even thinking it is possible.  I hate IF for that.  

    Hang in there and hope that test is positive! 

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    A few failed IUIs summer 2012 and 2013. 
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    Hoping for a 2015 baby or babies. 
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  • I'm terrified of testing! I'm only 3dpiui, and I am already panicking about seeing a bfn when I test. I don't even want to test! Those 3 minutes of waiting are the worst.

    Good luck! Fingers crossed you get a big surprise! :) 

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  • I am 13DPO  I normally have a short LP but in the last year I have had one cycle that lasted to 13DPO. I also had a strange first half of cycle with temps all over. I had a positive OPK but my temps didn't match so I am not even sure I am 13DPO. I am thinking more like 11DPO but I am having no symptoms like I normally do which is odd. So that gives me hope plus my temp went up today. So I am all over the place thinking about my due date, a sibling for DS etc. But terrified to test because I don't want to be let down yet. We are also going to try one more cycle since we got my BV and yeast infections under control before we do IUI. So I am hoping we don't have to go down that path. Too many emotions.
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