Pregnant after a Loss

I just need a lot right now...Big T&P's please.

Sorry this got long.

I don't know were to go really to talk about all this but I know you ladies care and I need someone to talk to.  Woke up this morning with a bad feeling something was wrong Little Miss wasn't very active I have felt little pokes here and there nothing big.  Get to the doctors office for my NST and the nurse was having problems finding her heartbeat.  Cue my flip out.  DH rushes to my side and tells me that he is sure she is fine and telling me that I know how she likes to hide.  I just start crying, my doctors nurse came in since she could hear me crying and so did the u/s tech they both agreed to just take me across the hall to the u/s room.  I'm still in hysterics and they get me in there get me down and just start the u/s on me.  They were all in there trying to calm me down and the tech goes "There's baby's heart beat!  See sweetie she's okay its at 163."  They just did the BPP while in there.  Passed she did.  They waned me to see her practice breathe and see her little heart beating.  My doc still wanted the NST done so they took me back for it sat on it for a hour.  Non responsive NST like always.  This time my doctor wanted to see me.  He now wants me in 3 times a week for NST and BPP.  He is not 100% sure if we will make the 38 week induction he may decide she needs to come sooner.  He talked about possibility of steroids which for me means hospitalization since it will affect my blood sugar.  He asked if I feel her a lot I told him no not really a lot and he said that if I ever feel like something isn't right with her to call and/or just go to L&D.  I'm just so beat about it all and I told him about my anxiety too.  Ugh...  Second part of this long thing is my dad calls me from a number I don't know.  My mom is in the hospital for chest pains and other heart attack kinda symptoms.  She has been admitted and is waiting for the cardiologist to see her.  Some of you know my mom also has PCKD, ploycystic kidney disease, and is line for a transplant.  I'm now just so scared for two people in my life right now and I feel helpless and overwhelmed and i'm just beat.  I just don't know what to do but cry.  Why can nothing be right?!  I'm sorry this got long and I'm sorry to lay it out on you guys I jut don't have anyone else really but DH and I don't want to brother my dad or Mamaw with my problems with Teagan right now with my mom in a state like this...

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Re: I just need a lot right now...Big T&P's please.

  • ((((HUGS)))

    Praying for you, your sweet girl and your mom. It is a LOT to be dealing with. Go easy on yourself.

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  • Oh, Fayga, honey, I am so sorry. That's just too much for one person to have to be dealing with right now. I wish I was there so I could give you big in person hugs at least.

    Your doctor sounds like an amazing guy and I am glad he is taking your concerns and your health and Little Miss' health seriously. I know going to the doctor three times a week is a lot, but try to hold onto that he's doing it for the best possible outcome for you.

    Huge, huge HUGS! 

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  • ((hugs)) That is a lot to be going through all at once. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • Yikes! That's a whole bunch on your plate right now lady. Id have anxiety too. Huge hugs. Lots of prayers your way.
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  • Wrapping you up in big huge hugs right now.


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  • Thinking of you...that's a whole lot to be going through all at once!  

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  • ((HUGS)) That's a lot. I'm so sorry you're dealing with all of this. You and your family will be in my t&p.

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  • [[HUGS]] That's a lot to deal with at once. Thinking of you.

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  • That's so much to be dealing with at one time...sending so many hugs, Ts and Ps for you and your family. I wish there was more I could to help besides just using words.

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  • :::big hugs::: I'm sorry you're going through so much at one time.

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  • You are dealing with a lot right now. Big big hugs. Sending good thoughts your way.
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  • Im so sorry you're going through all this right now. Huge (((hugs))) hun xox


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  • ((hugs)) ((hugs)) ((hugs)) Many prayers coming your way! 
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  • Oh Honey! you have all my hugs and T&P!!

    No one should have to deal with so much all at once! 

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  • (((Fayga)))

     That's a lot to go through at once.  T&P to you, your lo, your mom and your whole family. 


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  • I mostly lurk on this board but wanted to respond. I'm sorry for all that you are dealing with right now, but I will tell you for the last month of my pregnancy i had biweekly NST and BPP and it was the most reassuring thing ever. Watching him breathe on his on and finding out when he was active and when not made me realize he was strong and would be ok.   You really can't control anything so please take it easy on yourself and best wishes for a positive outcome for your mom

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  • Huge (((((((hugs)))))))).  I am so sorry all of this is happening.  Try to take care of yourself and breathe.  I know it's easier said than done. Sending you T&P's


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  • Huge (((HUGS))) for you Fayga. You have a lot going on right now. I'll be sending T&P for you, your LO and your Mom.
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  • You have a lot going on right now sweetie, that is very stressful! Big T&Ps coming your way!
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  • Lots Of prayers for you, little Teagan and your mom. Hang in there, she will be here healthy and beautiful in your arms soon!
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  • [[HUGS]] sorry you're dealing with all that Hun :[
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  • {Hugs}  Take care of yourself and your little girl.  That's quite a lot on your plate all at once.  I'm glad that little Teagan turned out to be ok.
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  • I will be thinking and praying for you, your sweet little girl, and your mom. So many hugs to you and I will be thinking about you.

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  • Huge hugs. You've got a lot of difficult things on your plate right now. :(
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  • Praying for you and your family right now.
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  • That is way more than anyone should have to deal with.. sending huge hugs and prayers!
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  • That's a lot going on at one time! Huge hugs!

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    [[HUGS]] I am so sorry for all you're going through. Many prayers for your mom and your LO.

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  • Oh hun I hope everything is ok and that they're just being extra cautious.
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