I am so excited for baby number 2, but I find myself depressed most of the time. I really only had 1 friend from school who is my bff, but now I never get to see her (so I really don't have any friends). I hardly ever get to see my family. I find myself isolated at the house all the time. My boyfriend and I really don't get along so we decided we would never get married (which is something I have always wanted to do in life). We were together only a month when I found out I was pregnant (even though I had known him and his family for years) and now after 2 years of dating we found out I was pregnant again.I live in Ky so he has the mentality that the man works and the woman stays home and takes care of the kids, cleans house, and cooks, so I really don't get that much help when needed. Sometimes I just feel like I'm spiraling down.Sorry about this posts I know its a bit odd. I'm not trying to throw a pity party for myself, I guess I just needed to vent since really have no one else to talk to. There is a lot more I would like to say, but not really sure how to explain my feelings. Again sorry if this post is to odd for you, but I just really need someone to talk to these days.