Just wanted to post something weighing on my heart.
Our second baby was due to be born on July 4, 2011. For most of today I didn't really think about it. But tonight watching the fireworks I did. Each year since I always think of her watching the same fireworks as me from Heaven's view. Although we had a second son, Nolan in March 2012, I will always have that missing piece. Every year for those few beautiful quiet minutes of awe, I feel like it is just her and I watching those fireworks. It brings me to tears yet I am so thankful for this connection to her since it is all I have.
It is a journey ladies. And it changes who you are forever. My thoughts and prayers are with you all for happy healthy future pregnancies Just know you'll always remember, and that is okay.