So bright and early tomorrow morning we head out to get our first ultrasound. Make sure the baby is fine and to find out the sex. At this point i'm still a mixture of emotions. I want to be excited but i'm also still scared. I'll be honest i didn't want kids. I put my parents through hell, and i just thought life would be easier without them. The further along we get into this i do find myself finding more and more things to look forward to, but i still have that worry feeling inside. I'm hoping this is something that most new dads go through, and hopefully it wont be as bad as i think. Luckily i have a strong wife and i have a lot of patience because i have this feeling that i'm going to need it.