A little introduction about myself.
I'm 39 years old with 2 boys from a previous marriage 19 and 14. My husband and I have been married for 2 years he has no children. I found out I was pregnant in May and just found out Monday at 10 weeks 4 days the baby no longer had a heartbeat. I had a Dnc on tues. My husband is a dr and works a lot and can't be here with me physically through all this. We have a few hours every evening to vent to each other. These forums have been a life saver for me mentally.
I have some medical condition that causes lots of muscle problems and take medication daily to help with that. The drs think I may have the early stages of multiple sclerosis. When I became pregnant all my symptoms went away completely which was wonderful because I couldn't take the meds. Soon after my Dnc the symptoms came back and I had to start on my meds.
I woke up this morning feeling different. I had literally shut myself up in the house blinds closed and laid on the couch all week but I feel it's time to get up and start thinking positive. That's why I came to this forum. We plan to start TTC again as soon as I'm able to. I realized my body is still going through changes but I just need for my mental health to look at the positive in things.
So here I am on this new board introducing myself to start a new chapter in my life. I know I'm not completely over my loss yet but I really NEED to look at the future. I'm sorry if this is a long post.
DS #1 9-27-93
MMC 10-97 @ 14 weeks
DS #2 12-22-98
TTC Since Jan 2012
BFP 5-13-13 EDD 1-17-14 MC 6-24-13 Girl Trisomy 18
BFP 9-14-13 EDD 5-27-14 MC 9-20-13
BFP 10-15-13 EDD 6-27-14 MC 11-19-13 Girl Trisomy 16
RE Diagnosis: Everything is normal. Just Bad Luck because of age.
Medicated Cycle 1 Gonal F, Trigger, TI, Progesterone BFN
Medicated Cycle 2 Gonal F, Trigger, TI, Progesterone BFP but MC
Medicated Cycle 3 Gonal F, Trigger, TI, Progesterone ......... Hail Mary cycle before IVF FX