********Pregnancy mentioned (not me)*******
So I guess I should have seen this day coming knowing I have friends that have not even had there first child yet (we all got married in our late 20's early 30's) and I have thought about how I would handle it to after we lost Isabella.... Its The one thing you don't really want to hear..... The "I have something to tell you" coming from one of your best friends
Yep you guessed it one of my good friend is 9 weeks pregnant and we also work together and she told me and another co worker at lunch today I guess it was easier for her to tell me along with someone else there and I tried to act excited for her b/c really I am they already have a 2 year old and I love her to pieces =) Its just that feeling that comes over you when you think oh why them and not me why don't I get to have a healthy living baby, I am pretty strong but this is going to be hard the further along she gets. So if anyone has and advise on this please help me.