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Sitting in an office...

Full of pregnant women listening to then talk about all the joys is just plain cruel. A number of them, 7 months along, can't wait to get them out. I would give anything to still have Daniel inside me. So now I'm sitting alone in the hallway crying waiting for the nurse to call me. It's just not fair, what did I do to deserve this? Why don't I get to have my precious son? Why do I have to have this hole in my heart, this piece of me missing?
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Re: Sitting in an office...

  • There are no words except I am so sorry...

    I hope you didn't have to wait too long before your appointment

    ~ Leah, Rachel and Gabriel were born on May 27, 2013 (23 weeks) ~
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  • So very sorry sweetie. I wish no one ever had to feel this type of pain. Its not fair and you didn't do anything to deserve this.

    Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS

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  • So sorry. It is just plain cruel. I have been there too and it's just so hard.
  • So sorry, hun.  I have been there many times.  I ask myself why every single day, sometimes every hour.  It is so unfair.  I sometimes wonder if it happened because I'm a bad person... maybe I should have been nicer to someone, or I shouldn't have been mad at someone, or I should have done more to help someone.  It's so frustrating that we'll never know why we had to go through this, while other more undeserving women get to keep their babies.  I'm so sorry you had to listen to that.  After a while, you just become numb.  :(

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  • I'm so sorry, it sounds like we're having similar days (see my post above).  It is very unfair, I often wonder why this happened to me.  Big hugs to you!

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