I dont post much but was wondering how all are doing as well as had a question. I hit 23 weeks, and this is the week i lost my daughter my last pregnancy. I know my little boy is all stitched in, but given the barrage of issues ive had this pregnancy i still cant imagine having a take home baby. I see so many posts about buying clothes setting up nurseries and i must say im very envious. It gives me horrible anxiety to think that if something happens ill have to pack away everything again like i did with my daughter. Is anyone else feeling this way and if you are...when will you or when did you "take the plunge" and start on purchasing things? I keep thinking at certain milestones thats when ill get up the courage to do it but so far...nada. Ugh..i so hate my brain right now!