Lost my boys:( Loss mentioned)

Well yesterday I went in for light bleeding and it turned into a nightmare. I was fully dilated and lost both boys. They were so perfect, I stayed at the doctors throughout the pregnancy, but they still missed it. I loved these boys, they were to young to keep alive, I held them yesterday for about 3 hours and today for 2hours I guess I move on to loss. I came from infertility, to multiples and go to loss. They don't know the cause but they say low lying placenta. I am still in shock, wanting to either feel them kick or take them home. The hospital was amazing with everything afterwards. I never thought I could deliver and hold them, but at least I know I am stronger than I thought. Now I get ready for a burial of my 2 perfect angels:( Hopefully I will see you all again within the next year.
Finally my dream came true:) I'm pregnant!

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  • i am so so sorry for the loss of your sons.
    Married DH 2/2007 --TTC since 7/2008
    2 early miscarriages, 7 IUIs with 1 c/p
    unexplained IF, IVF #1=
    Jeshua and Becca (7/15/11)-The loves of our lives!!!!
    "I prayed for this child, and the LORD has granted me what I asked of him." 1 Samuel 1:27


  • I am so very sorry for your loss. The ladies on the loss board are wonderfully supportive!

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    Pleural effusion, Kidney Failure
    BFP 2 4/26/12 EDD 1/3/13 M/C 5/13/12
    BFP 3 10/3/12 EDD 6/17/13 Twins! Preston and Juliet b. 5/22/13






  • I am so sorry. I hope you are surrounded with love and support. Prayers sent. 
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  • I'm so very sorry.  Keeping you in my thoughts.
  • I'm so very sorry to hear this.
    I'm sorry.
    TTC 10/2010 DX with PCOS 01/2012 Metformin 05/12. Clomid 07/12 50mg- Bust,no response. 8/12 100mg 0 on CD20=BFP. 9/24-56 9/26-125 10/1-2100 B/G Twins, EDD 05/2013 "It's funny they give you a drug to help get you pregnant, but it makes me not want to have sex with you" -DH. Lilypie Pregnancy tickers
  • I am just SO very sorry!!!
    TTC Since Jan. 2011
    July 2011: Clomid 50mg- No ovulation
    Sept 2011: Clomid 100mg- No ovulation
    Nov 2011: Clomid 150mg- No ovulation
    Jan-Feb 2012: 150mg Clomid and 5 mg Femara w/ Orvidrel Shot- Ovulation!!
    Feb 2012: IUI #1- BFP
    Beta #1: 206
    Beta #2: 2496
    Feb 16: TWINS!!!
    June 13: Found out genders... Boy/Girl (Team Green)

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  • I'm so very sorry for your loss.
    D & R were born at 37w5d.

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  • Oh my, how heart breaking.  I'm so sorry.
    Natural m/c Oct. 2005

    Dx: balanced translocation and LPD

    TTC since Oct 2011

    BPF 02/19/12, EDD 10/31/12, natural m/c 02/28/12 (4w6d)

    IVF (BCPs starting 10/30/12, ER 11/18/12, 5dt of 1 beautiful, healthy embryo 11/23/12)
    BFP 12/02/12, u/s @ 6w,5d showed 2 HBs! Identical twins!!
    Bed rest from 21w-35w due to short cervix, hospital bed rest from 23w-32w due to PTL
    Our rainbows were born 07/19/13 (36w, 5d)

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  • I'm so sorry for the loss of your sons. Thinking of you and your family during this unimaginable time.
    BFP #1 10/27/2009 ~ DS1 ~ BIRTHday 7/16/2010 ~ med-free Bradley birth @ 40w5d
    BFP #2 1/22/2012 ~ DS2 & DD ~ BIRTHday 9/13/2012 ~ unplanned C-section @ 38w1d


  • I'm so very sorry for your loss.

    Me:40 AMA, DH:36 0% morph, TTC#1;
    BFP#1 4/2011, MMC 6/2011 11wks Trisomy 13;
    BFP#2 11/2011, CP
    FSH: 17.9, AMH: 2.2
    IVF#1 w/ICSI: ER 4/3: 5R,4M,4F
    ET 4/6 All 4 (1-8A+, 2-8A-, 1-3A) BFP#3
    Two weeks of beta hell = Blighted Ovum
    IVF#2 Aug/Sept: ER 8/27: 4R,3M,3F
    ET 8/30 (1-8A+, 1-6A+)
    Beta#1 9/10: 350; Beta#2 9/12: 796; Beta#3 9/20: 9155
    Expecting Boy/Girl Twins! My babies were born 4/23/13 at 36w1d!


  • I am so sorry for your loss of your sons. Prayers for peace and comfort.
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  • So sorry for your loses. 

    PCOS DX 2003

    N Born 12/13/08 34weeks 5days due to Pprom with SPD and several delays. Conceived on 100mg of Clomid after 9 cycles

    BFP 8/7/10 150mg of Clomid 8/24/10 found no heartbeat & empty sac after subcronic hemotoma, Misoprostol induced MC 8/31/10 7w5d

    BFP April 20, 2011 Menpuir with trigger and TI. EDD December 31, 2011.
    Beta 1 13dpo 238, Beta 2. 16dpo 1091

    May 12 2011 first u/s HOLY CRAP 4 sacs 3 Heartbeats have to see if Quads or Triplets. May 26 2011 Triplets confirmed ready or not.

    Born 11/29/11 35 weeks 3days C-Section E 4lbs 5oz, A 5lbs 2.5oz, M 4lbs 11oz

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  • SwetaVSwetaV
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    I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of thoughts and prayers your way.
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  • I'm so sorry. 
    Eat your food people. You are pregnant, not made of glass. ~PrimRoseMama
    The Benes Boys were born 9/3/13! woooo
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    Thoughts and prayers are with you during this tim! I hope you find peace and comfort.


    Me: 31, DH: 37, TTC #1 since 06/09, dx: Endometriosis diagnosed by Dr during ER
    02/10-low progesterone on 21 day bloodwork (5.2); on hold due to cyst
    04/2010-9/2010 6 failed Clomid cycles with TI (unmonitored)=BFN 4/10 SA= perfect
    8/10-HSG all clear
    9/10-started seeing RE
    10/10-Femara + TI= BFN
    11/2010 through 2/2011 IUI #1-3 Femara + Ovidrel=BFN
    03/2011 through 8/2011 BREAK CYCLES (had 8 babyshower to go to, house remodel, 30th b-day and College Graduation)
    9/2011-Started back to RE, waiting on cycle due to it being late, and work travel had to hold off IUI #4 till 10/2011
    10/2011- IUI #4 on hold due to cyst, 2 weeks BCP
    11/2011- IUI #4 (11-21-2011?) Femara + Follistim + Ovidrel=Converted over to T.I. (NO Trigger) due to too many follicles=BFN
    3 cysts due to follistim cycle
    January 2012=IVF #1 cancelled and converted to IUI #4 due to dominant follicles=BFNN
    IVF 1.2=??? on hold due to cysts, on hold w/o B.C. till they resolve
    br> Aug 2012 IVF 1.2, cyst aspiration 8/7, ER8/16, Dr found Endometriosis in Left tube during ER ER:7, Fert 5, 5DT scheduled 8/21/2012, transfered 2 Blasts, hpt + 8/28/2012, beta 8/31/2012-BFP -21(chemical pregnancy
    IVF #2 October 2012
    ER 10/13/2012, 6R,5M,3F
    10/15/12 ET:3dt 2 embies
    +HPT 6dp 3dt.
    1st beta 10/29/12 Positive 13dp 3dt=654
    2nd Beta: 10/31/2012: 1,836
    3rd beta 11/5/2012 (20dp 3dt:13,655
    1st u/s 11/12/12 TWINS!!! 2nd u/s 11/26/12
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  • I can't imagine what you have just been through. I am so sorry for your loss.
  • I'm so very sorry you have to go through this. Hugs.. : Praying for you.
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  • My thoughts and prayers to you and your family :/
    God gave me a double portion for my inheritance with my little Mighty men :) 9/19/10 Baby A born at 1:47 am 6lbs 14oz, 20.5inches long. Baby B born at 3:20 am 6lbs 6oz, 19.5inches long. My double blessing!:)
  • I am so sorry for your loss. I wish i knew the right words. I just cannot imagine. Sending my thoughts and prayers.
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  • SV917SV917
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    I'm so sorry for your loss. 
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. :(

  • Goodness me my heart breaks for you what a horrible traumatic thing for a person to go thru... I wish you all the very best and send you positive vibes for the future. You truly are a Wonder Woman being able to speak of this.. May your angels fly free and look over their parents xxx
  • So sorry to hear about the loss of your boys....
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Praying for healing and peace for you and your family.
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    I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your family during this heartbreaking time.

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.
    ~TTC since July 2010~
    CD3 Bloodwork:Normal 
    SA:Low Morph 
    IVF with ICSI #1: ER 12/16 (4 ER/3 Mature/0 Fertilized) 
    IVF with ICSI #2: ER 5/17 (4 ER/4 Mature/3 Fertilized)/ET 5/20 (2 embryos transferred)-BFN 
    IVF with PICSI #3: ER 9/8 (11 ER/8 Mature/7 Fertilized)/ET 9/13 (2 AA blastocysts transferred) 
    Beta#1, 9/26/12: 719 Beta#2, 9/28/12: 1,436 Beta#3, 10/1/12: 3,446
    1st u/s on 10/10/12: It's Twins! We found out on 12/16/12 that we were having two BOYS!
    C & D were born on 5/16/13 at 10:46 am and 10:47 am

  • I'm so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss.  Praying for you and your family.


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  • I'm so sorry for the loss of your sons. You and your family are in my thoughts.



  • I am so very sorry for your losses.
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