I'm new here have been lurking for a little while. You all seem so supportive on a day like today, I could use some IF support.
In April, I had my first HSG it did not go well at all. It should have been quick but ended up being 30 minutes of pure torture all the nurses knew it didn't go well, especially when they wouldn't make eye contact I just knew something was wrong :. A couple weeks later my doctor did the test again sure enough, confirmed both tubes were blocked. All I can remember is my doctor trying to keep me optimistic saying over over "we're going to be ok." At age 36, there's still a good chance!
Well today my nephew was born I completely lost it. From 2am this morning tears just hitting my pillow to crying hysterically in the shower to pleading with god to just give me DH a chance to sitting on the bathroom floor at work sobbing. I'm sure you all had these feelings conversations with yourselves at one time or another. I have nothing but respect admiration for your courage and bravery to walk this difficult road of uncertainty.
I started the bcp's and had the pharmacy of meds delivered for round 1 of IVF. Just waiting to start the Follistim in June I think we are doing a 5 day transfer. Sorry for the long vent, I had hit a new low just couldn't bounce back. Thanks for listening I wish you all the best!
Me 36/DH 31
Over 35 - TTC since Sept 2012
2/13 - DH's SA was normal and OBGYN did BW on me to check ovulation - all was normal. Went to RE in March 2013 at BIVF. All BW was normal, estrogen a little high. 4/13 - HSG #1 - very painful and had spasms so suggested repeat of procedure. 5/13 - HSG #2 done by RE and both tubes are blocked :( Per RE's recommendation - IVF cycle #1 in June 2013 w/ Follistim, Ganirelix, Ovidrel and Crinone. BFP on 7/9/13 Beta #1 at 330. Beta #2 at 895. 7/25/13 1st U/S at 6wk2d- it's TWINS! Baby A 115bpm and Baby B 101bpm.