Today I was told by the powers that be that I am scheduled for a banker meeting on June 24th, which happens to be the day I am scheduled for beta. I was fine up until I looked at the date and decided to freak out! Unfortunately, having been down this road a few times, my mind automatically jumped to "it's gonna be negative". How horrible is that? Just when I thought that I had myself under control, all that negativity came through! Ugh! How do I eject that tape?
What are some of your "techniques" to negate the negative thoughts?
Me: 31, PCOS (insulin resistance) TTC since 05/11.
DH: 31 Great SA after multivitamins and diet improvements.
6/25/12 IUI #1 cancelled.
IVF #1 w/ICSI on 8/23/12 CANCELLED due to ovulation.
IVF #1.2 BFN 11/6/12.
FET #1 12/20/12. Beta 12/31/12-BFFN.
FET #2 6/12/13, transferred 2 1A embryos (and there go all my eggs in one basket, literally).HPT on 6/19/13 = BFP! @ 7dp5dt.
6/24/13 Beta 1=659! 6/26/13 Beta 2=1802 6/28/13 Beta 3=2962 P4=14, Will continue progesterone support. U/S on 7/3 revealed TWINS! Premature labor on 10/22. On 10/23/13 Baby Sophie and Baby Gabriel born at 21+5 weeks. They grew wings and flew away from us. May God bless them always. We love you beans!