Someone on my fb posted an ultrasound picture and announced she was pregnant. I am very happy for her, actually, but now I feel effed up about myself. Why does IF have to be so cruel? I just wanna cry right now. I don't know why I have allowed this to hurt me. I just feel empty, and like all the progress I've made emotionally and mentally are clinging on the precipice of disaster and undoing. Ok vent over. I'll consult my pillow with the tears about to fall.
On 10/23/13 Baby Sophie and Baby Gabriel born at 21+5 weeks. They grew wings and flew away from us. May God bless them always. We love you beans!
Phoebe Jaslene born at 19w3d. We love you beba!