Pregnant after a Loss

I'm calling it

After an unhealthy amount of BFNs in the past several days (I decided to go with test early, frequently, and obsessively) I got a very, very faint but clear line on a wondfo.  The line on the FRER was so incredibly faint that I would say "nonexistent" or "transparent" are better describers.  DH did say he saw what I was seeing on the wondfo but he was still calling it a "no". I do not have the energy today to explain a line is a line.  He validated my crazy and confirmed that he could see a second line. 

Right now, I think odds are high that this will end up being a CP but, today, I am pregnant so please take me in and keep me here. 

Milestone #1 will be 5 weeks.

Milestone #2 will be 9 weeks.

Milestone #3 will be 20 weeks (I love you my sweet boy). 

To my lovely ladies on TTCAL - Thank you. Which isn't enough and will never be enough.  You have kept me sane, you have kept me hopeful, you have made me laugh, and you have made me cry. 

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  • YAY! I am so happy to see you over here! Congrats! I hope you find an EXTRA sticky seat and get to stay here a long and boring 9 months!!!!
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  • Yay bug!! I hope it's just really early and that's why it's so faint. I hope you have a boring H&H 9 months with your sticky baby.
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  • Oh bug hugs!! Congrats lady! I'm sorry you don't feel confident yet but I'm hoping and praying this is your in-your-arms baby! 
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  • Congratulations! I hope this is your sticky baby!
  • Hi Bug!!!! Yay!! I hope you get good beta news early to help your confidence out. We're here to help through those milestones. Welcome!
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    I'm a newbie TTCALer lurker. I'm pretty sure you've replied to a couple of my posts. Just wanted to say a big congratulations! I'm so happy for you! A line is a line :D x
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    Yay!!!! I'm so glad to see you here, bug!! Congratulations and I wish you a healthy and boring 9 months!
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  • Congrats hun! I hope that line just gets darker and darker!
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    Oh bug hugs!! Congrats lady! I'm sorry you don't feel confident yet but I'm hoping and praying this is your in-your-arms baby! 

    Yes All of this ^ Congrats hon! T&Ps for a H&H!!

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    Oh bug! I so hope this is it!! Congratulations! Snuggle in! 
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    Yay Bug! I'm so very happy for you. Now stay over here!!!

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  • Congrats on the line. Keep growing, baby!
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  • YES!! I am so happy to see this! Congrats, Bug!! xoxo 


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  • FX you pass all those painful milestones and bring home a healthy rainbow in 9 mos! 

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  • (((lurking)))) Oh, I hope so much this is the one for you, Buggirl! Everything crossed that you find the stickiest of sticky seats here in PGAL. 
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  • Congrats bug! HH 9 months coming your way.
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  • Fingers crossed for you! Stick baby stick!
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    So happy to see you here.  Congratulations!

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  • I am so happy for you! Congrats! What a great graduation present.

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    Congrats, I hope you have a happy, healthy, and uneventful 9 months!

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  • Congratulations and welcome! Smile

    I really, truly hope you get to stay here this time and we're here to help get you through your milestones. HUGS! 



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  • Fingers crossed for you, bug!
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    BFP #2 - Nacho - 10/14/12, EDD 6/20/13, MMC 8 weeks, D&C 11/16/12
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  • I'm so hoping this is it for you Bug! I hope you have a very happy and healthy nine months!

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    CONGRATS! I hope and pray that you have a very boring and healthy 9mo stay over here!  

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  • Congrats! I hope this is it for you!!
     
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