I knew it was going to be tough to EP with a toddler at home but I really think I am going to throw in the towel soon. I have been thinking about decreasing times I ppd due to oversupply 2 previous posts on the subject but I think I just don't want to be tied to the pump anymore. I am so torn. I can't get over the guilt of not pumping since I did it for a year with dd and I feel it would be unfair bit to not do it for ds because I have a great supply but I feel like the pump is running my life. For example how do you make s 2 year old understand that we can't go to the playground right after day care cause mommy has to go pump. Or go to an amusement park this summer but go sit in the car every three hours for mom to pump. I just want to be able to enjoy my time with my 2 LOs instead of pumping what feels like all day, everyday. Anyone else feel like this?!? I am thinking about decreasing ppd to like 5 so I can have more freedom and get what I get from it. I hAve a feeling it won't last long and I THINK I am semi ok with that. Don't get me wrong, I don't think there is anything wrong with ff but I feel obligated to provide BMW if I can but end just didn't work for us and EPing feels much harder the second time around.
Sorry this is so long.