TTC After a Loss

*relief*

Those of you who know my whole disaster retrieval story will understand that I kind of freak out every time we need to trigger now. (Short story for those who are unfamiliar - I had a faulty trigger shot about 16 months ago that completely f?cked up my IVF and I ended up needing three retrievals in 24 hours, for a grand total of two embryos who became twins, who became a singleton, who became a second tri loss).

So last night was trigger time. The last two times I've triggered (since the mess) I've gone in the next day for betas to confirm for my own peace of mind, and both times the numbers were fine. We decided to skip that this time because it was obviously a fluke (they pulled that batch of HCG last year) and I'm a bit of a hike from my clinic.

But I couldn't relax this morning. I've just been sitting around worrying. 'What if I somehow get another bad vial? What if my body doesn't metabolize this shot properly? What if?'

So I gave in and tested on a FRER, even though it was about the 4th or 5th time I've peed today (I have to drink gallons of gatorade right now for OHSS prevention). And that mofo came back with the prettiest line I've seen in well over a year. THANK GOD. So now I can just kind of relax and know that I've done everything as well as I could and it's all out of my hands. My job now is to chill, stop eating after midnight, and report for egg scraping at 8:30 tomorrow morning.

*siiiiiiiiigh*

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  • Lots of ((((((Hugs))))))) to you today! Good luck tomorrow!

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    Hx of Pulmonary Embolisms, Right Sided Heart Failure and Nephrotic Syndrome 2001
    Dx w/ Hashimotos 1998 * Dx w/ Systemic Lupus 2005 * Dx w/ PCOS 2012
    Began working with RE Dec 2012February 2013: Clomid 100mg + Ovidrel  BFP # 1: 2/26/13 * EDD 11/9/13 * MMC at 7w5d -- 3/27/13 * D&C 3/28/13May 2013: Clomid 100mg + Ovidrel + PIO + Lovenox  BFP # 2: 6/6/13 * EDD 2/18/14 * MMC at 11w1d -- 7/31/13 * D&C 8/1/13RPL Testing & Karotyping was normal for both of usEmbryo testing was inconclusiveBenched July 2013- January 2014 due to Lupus FlareWTF appt 2/12/14IVF is OUT and Clomid + Ovidrel + Endometrium is in... AGAINBFP # 3: 2/28/14 * EDD: 11/12/14 * CP 3/1/14TTC on our own until April 2014*A persons a person no matter how small*
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    I am glad you are able to breathe a little easier. ::hugs::
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  • you got to do what you got to do for your own piece of mind. So glad you're feeling some relief after your trigger. ((HUGS))

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    HUGS Car! I hope it goes well, good luck!!! Thinking of you, dear friend.

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    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
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  • Glad that you were able to get some peace of mind.  Thinking of you tomorrow!  (((HUGS)))

     

     

     

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  • Wonderful news. Good luck!
                               
                  
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  • (((Car)))

    Glad you're feeling some relief today!

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    BFP #2 3.11.12 m/c 3.17.12
    BFP #3 10.7.12 m/c 10.27.12
    BFP #4 2.24.13 ectopic MTX 3.13.13 Right tube removed 3.29.13
    BFP #5 5.27.13 EDD 2.7.14 *stick baby stick*

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    BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
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  • Aw, thanks guys! I know it probably sounds ridiculous to be so happy about this, but I'm definitely pretty traumatized by, well, 2012. I'm so glad this won't be consuming me until I wake up in recovery tomorrow. 

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    FB!!!! ((((hugs))))

    So much love to you, lady.

  • ::mobile thumbs up:: good luck tomorrow and ((hugs))!!

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  • I am going to ::sigh:: in relief with you.  I'll be thinking about you tomorrow (((hugs))).

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  • Hoping for a relaxing day and a smooth retrieval!

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    IUI#1+Clomid 1.3.14 Missed Ectopic identified 1.28.14 (EDD 9.26.14) Lap. Surgery
    IUI#2.0+Letrozole Cancelled 1.28.14. IUI#2.1+Letrozole Cancelled 4.22.14
    IVF 6 eggs Retrieved 5 Fertilized 7.22.14 1 Blastocyst Transfer 7.27.14 
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  • that's wonderful!  best of luck tomorrow!!

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    mmc Angel 2/7/13 @ 15w3d, mmc Aubrey 2/13/13 @ 16w2d, D&E 2/16/13

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  • I'm glad you have some peace of mind Car! FX for you this cycle
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    BFP on Mar. 4, 2013, DX with MMC (blighted ovum) at 8 weeks, D&C
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    I really hope all goes well with this cycle ((HUGS))
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  • Big (((((hugs))))) car!  I have everything crossed for you! 
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  • ::car:: Good luck! FX for you.

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    Glad to hear you have found some reflief.  I have everything crossed that tomorrow's retrieval goes well!


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  • (((hugs))) Car!  I'm glad you're feeling some relief and FX everything goes well tomorrow!! 

    BFP #1 October 2008 | m/c Thanksgiving weekend | November 2008 | 7 weeks 2 days

    BFP #2 February 2009 | m/c March 2009 | 4 weeks 3 days
    Testing on mom and dad for possible reasons all came back normal.
    BFP #3 8/4/2009 | DD born 3/28/10 @ 38 weeks
    BFP #4 5/13/11 | m/c 6/15/11 | 8 weeks 6 days
    BFP #5 2/13/13 | CP 2/19/13 | 4 weeks 
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    Testing results all returned normal and baby was a GIRL.
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  • Hugs and lots of love to you Car.
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    ::hugs:: Try and relax a bit and gl tomorrow!



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    BFP #2 7/17/13, EDD 3/29/14 ended in a CP on 7/22/13.
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    Lots of (((hugs))).  GL tomorrow, love.

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    Whew! (((hugs)))

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  • Glad you were able to get some peace of mind!  I've got everything crossed for you.  ((hugs))

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  • Deep breath in....and out.  You did it!  You did everything you could to prepare for this.  You are ready!  You have been through hell...and you are ready for this.  My thoughts and prayers and juju and vibes and everything else are with you, Car.  So much love to you, my friend.  And hugs.............LOTS of HUGS!

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  • That's wonderful Car! I'm so happy for you. A small step in the right direction. Now FX everything else goes well. GL tomorrow! I hope it is stress free and goes smoothly.

     

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  • Oh. My. Gosh. You've been through so much - you deserve good things. I have my fingers crossed for you to have happier days ahead.


     

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    BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d

    BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13

     

    BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14, DS2 born on 5/22/14 

  • So glad everything is good right now. I'll be thinking of you tomorrow. Big ((HUGS))

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