I have my follow-up ultrasound today at 11:45 (eastern time)...a little less than 3 hours away. I have been so sick to my stomach for the last 2 days with worry. I know very well how this appointment could go - either way - and I just know how devastating it will be if it's another miscarriage. For some reason I thought that since I now have DS, if I were to have another loss, I'd be okay because I have him and I can focus on that. I changed my mind...it would still be just as devastating as the first time.
Please send any spare thoughts, prayers, positive vibes, anything....my way this morning if you can. I'll update when I get back.
BFP # 1 - 12/19/09 EDD 08/27/10 - D&C 1/26/10 @ 9w5d
BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS born on 2/14/11
BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d
BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13
BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14 :
**** 1st U/S 6w6d, HB of 129 BPM
**** 2nd U/S 8w6d, HB of 174 BPM
**** 3rd U/S 11w, HB of 169 BPM
**** NT Scan - 13w, everything looks perfect! 158 BPM