I am not really new to the Bump, I was on the tri boards back during the Blair Waldorf days. I wasn't a big posted, but did at times but generally lurked for fear of the wrath of Blair and HeyyyRed. I stopped going on TB back then, but decided to venture back since my first miscarriage this March. It was my first loss, and I found comfort on this board. Then, crazily I got pregnant again two weeks after my lost the baby--didn't even realize it was possible without getting a period. It was a total shock and probably doomed from the start.
We just had our ultrasound today and the baby didn't progress past a yolk and sac. I just don't understand. I I am a very healthy 34 year old who eats decently and excercises. I know its not my fault I lost these babies, but I feel guilty nonetheless. So right now I am also in limbo hell, waiting to miscarry. Hopefully without the need of a D & C. Last loss was natural and honestly it wasn't painful physically, but emotionally it was terrible. I think we may try one more time in several months. Man, this just really sucks. Thoughts and prayers to everyone going through this. Emotionally I feel like an empty shell.