So sad to say I will be leaving you ladies for now. My d&c is scheduled for first thing In the morning.
Though I have kind of had a week to soak this in, I still just can't believe it. To go thru the agony of a 19 week loss with a lot of complications and hard choices and then to immediately have a mc just seems like such a shitty, cruel deal to me. I am just so hurt and angry and I can't help but feel like my body has once again failed me. I really was hoping this baby was the rainbow at the end of a really hard few months.
Sorry for all of the gloom...I'm just in a really low place right now. Thanks for all of the t's and p's. hopefully I will be back in a few months.
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties waiting for 12/14 FET.