So sad to say I will be leaving you ladies for now. My d&c is scheduled for first thing In the morning.
Though I have kind of had a week to soak this in, I still just can't believe it. To go thru the agony of a 19 week loss with a lot of complications and hard choices and then to immediately have a mc just seems like such a shitty, cruel deal to me. I am just so hurt and angry and I can't help but feel like my body has once again failed me. I really was hoping this baby was the rainbow at the end of a really hard few months.
Sorry for all of the gloom...I'm just in a really low place right now. Thanks for all of the t's and p's. hopefully I will be back in a few months.