Pregnant after a Loss

Update: still no hb :(

So sad to say I will be leaving you ladies for now.  My d&c is scheduled for first thing In the morning.

 Though I have kind of had a week to soak this in, I still just can't believe it.  To go thru the agony of a 19 week loss with a lot of complications and hard choices and then to immediately have a mc just seems like such a shitty, cruel deal to me.  I am just so hurt and angry and I can't help but feel like my body has once again failed me.  I really was hoping this baby was the rainbow at the end of a really hard few months.  

Sorry for all of the gloom...I'm just in a really low place right now.  Thanks for all of the t's and p's.  hopefully I will be back in a few months.   

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5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)

11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13

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Re: Update: still no hb :(

  • I'm so sorry for your losses... multiple losses are really such a mindfluck that nobody can prepare you for.

    Best of luck moving forward  

    BFP #1 - Mango - 6/11/12, EDD 2/22/12 Natural MC 7/15/12
    BFP #2 - Nacho - 10/14/12, EDD 6/20/13, MMC 8 weeks, D&C 11/16/12
    All testing shows both H and I are perfectly normal. Baby Nacho had triploidy. 
    Back to normal business December 2012
    BFP #3 - Froggy - 1/15/13, EDD 9/27/13 TEAM GREEN
    It's a girl! Alice - Born 9/20/13, 8lbs 2oz

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  • I am so sorry you are going through this.  Many hugs and prayers.

    BFP #1 10/13/09 EDD 06/20/10 DS Born on 06/26/10
    BFP #2 03/08/11 EDD 11/16/11 DD Born on 11/04/11
    BFP #3 08/29/12 EDD 05/06/13 M/C on 08/30/12
    BFP #4 11/01/12 EDD 07/09/2013 M/C on 12/28/12
    BFP #5 04/30/13 EDD 01/03/14 DS Born on 01/02/14
  • There are no words...life is so unfair sometimes. I pray that you find peace and happiness soon. HUGS
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  • I'm so sorry. Sad


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    BFP#1 3/16/12 EDD 11/21/12 Delivered 6/1/12 at 15 weeks 2 days
    "If there ever comes a day when we can't be together... Keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever." ~ Winnie the Pooh

    BFP#2 4/14/13 EDD 12/24/13 Please be our rainbow after the storm!
    Beta#1 @ 15dpo 274, P4 16.9 Beta#2 @ 18dpo 940!! Doubling time of 40 hours!! u/s @ 6w2d showed a beautiful HB of 120! u/s @ 10w1d HB 174!! Grow, LO Grow!! Found out 7/22 we are TEAM BLUE!!
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  • delinodelino
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    I'm so sorry for your loss. Big :::hugs:::
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  • I'm so so sorry. ((HUGE HUGS))

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  • I'm so sorry. :(

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  • AshB62AshB62
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    I'm so sorry for your loss. It's so unfair.
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    DD born 12/21/07 @ 40w6d
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    4 m/c: 8/9/10, 12/11/10, 5/20/11, 5/23/12
    Dx PCOS 9/12
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    Betas: 16dpo- 1147, 19dpo- 4131
    u/s 1/28/13- Twins!!
    DS1 & DS2 born 9/18/13 @ 38w4d
  • I am so sorry you are going through this. I know what it is like to try again and be so hopeful, only to have it not work out. It's devastating. So many hugs to you.
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    BFP #2 Aug. 2011 - My sleeping angel Stella, born April 21, 2012 
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    BFP #5 Sept. 2013 - EDD 5.24.14
  • I'm so sorry. Sending big hugs.

    After 2 losses and secondary infertility our family is now complete!


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  • I am so sorry for your losses. Life is so unfair. Try to take it easy and take the time you need to heal.
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  • Oh hun... I am so so so sorry. (((HUGS)))
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  • You're absolutely right, it's such a cruel deal and I just don't understand. I am so sorry. ((((HUGS)))

     


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    BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)

    3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!

    Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500

    First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat

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  • kread8kread8
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    I am so sorry for your loss, it just isn't fair.  Sending many thoughts and prayers to you and your family.  (((hugs)))
  • I'm so sorry. Losses are so unfair and to go through two is really awful. I hope you are able to heal emotionally and physically.
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  • I am so, so sorry for your loss.  Sending lots of thoughts your way as you go through this hard time. 
  • I am so, so sorry.
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    BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS born on 2/14/11

    BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d

    BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13

     

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  • I am so sorry.
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  • I am so, so sorry :(  I've been thinking of you all week and will continue to send T&P your way.  
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  • No need to apologize, its understandable why you feel that way. I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my T&P.  *HUGS*
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  • Ana0927Ana0927
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    I am so sorry for your losses. You are in my T&P

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    I am SO incredibly sorry :(

    Sending many (((hugs))) your way!

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    BFP#1-11/12/12, MMC 1/16/13-baby stopped growing @ 9wks, found out at 13wks, D&E 1/25/13
    BFP#2-4/23/13 EDD-01/02/14 baby BOY born 12/31/13 Michael Cameron <3

  • I am so sorry. It's really not fair. 
    BFP #1 and m/c on 10/24/2010 ~6wks
    BFP #2 07/12/2012 (EDD 03/23/13); m/c 07/28/12
    BFP #3 12/05/2012 (EDD 08/19/2013); baby girl born 08/09!
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  • *big squishy hugs*  I'm so so sorry. :(  This just isn't fair. :(
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    DH (37) SA = mediocre  Me (31) Low AMH/DOR, Septate Uterus (repaired via Hysteroscopy)
    IUI 1-3 = 3 BFNs ♥ IVF 11/12 = BFFN :( ♥ IUI 4 + Injects 1/13 = BFN :( ♥ IUI 5 + Injects = cancelled due to cyst
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  • HUGE (((hugs))) dear!!!  I'm SO sorry you have to go through this again.  Sad
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    BFP #2 February 2009 | m/c March 2009 | 4 weeks 3 days
    BFP #3 8/4/2009 | DD born 3/28/10 @ 38 weeks
    BFP #4 5/13/11 | m/c 6/15/11 | 8 weeks 6 days
    BFP #5 2/13/13 | CP 2/19/13 | 4 weeks 
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  • Sad So Sorry!
    First BFP: 12/26/11, m/c 1/2/12 @ about 5 weeks, EDD 9/2/12
    Second BFP: 03/11/12, m/c 3/26/12 @ 6 weeks, 4 days, EDD 11/8/12
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  • I am so sorry. You are right that this isn't fair.
    BFP#1 11/25/11 EDD 08/09/12 MMC 01/30/12 D&C 02/01/12
    BFP#2 09/11/12 beta1=72 @13dpo beta2=160 @14dpo beta3=over 6000 @24dpo U/S @7w2dd hb=146bpm U/S @8w5d hb=159bpm U/S @12w hb=164bpm
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  • I'm so sorry for your losses.
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    bfp #1 - 12.11.07, edd 8.14.08, mm/c 1.21.08 (10w4d)
    bfp #2 - 4.4.08, edd 12.3.08, mm/c 5.14.08 (11w)
    bfp #3 - 8.3.08, edd 4.15.09, mm/c 9.17.08 (10w)
    bfp #4 - 1.15.09, edd 9.26.09, mm/c 2.16.09 (8w2d)
    bfp #5 - 6.16.09, edd 2.25.10, mm/c 7.23.09 (9w)
    bfp #6 - 8.12.10, edd 4.27.11, mm/c 9.16.10 (8w1d)
    one more try -> bfp #7 - 2.11, our miracle baby boy arrived 10.11
    ttc again -> bfp #8 - 5.3.13, edd 1.13.14, mm/c 5.30.13 (7w3d)
    bfp #9 - 9.23.13, edd 6.5.14, please keep growing

  • I am so sorry. Praying for you.
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