having a bad night. need to vent. need some support. DD has been in bed since 8 but has been extremely fussy all night. I've been putting her paci in and shushing her back to sleep multiple times an hour. finally at midnight it was no longer working.
I'm upset because this is not normal for her. she's acting out of character. something seems wrong. DH wakes up and pisses me off. tells me she's fine. she's just having a bad night. she must be hungry. or she must have a belly ache. he tells me to stop stressing out and being so dramatic. it's not that big of deal. we get in a huge fight. which, for the record, we never fight. in fact I think this is the first time he has ever yelled at me. ::sadz::
I have been dairy free for months now. I've tested giving her some frozen milk with dairy and she seemed ok with it. so the past few days I've added hidden dairy back into my diet. not a lot. but one or two things. some bread. some chips. etc. of course, she starts acting fussy and I automatically think it must be the dairy. but this was not the first day my diet had changed. I ate the same things today that I did yesterday. so I'm not sure what to think.
all I know is DH yelled at me. pulled the covers over his head and went back to sleep. I'm sitting in bed crying and BF DD even though I don't think she is hungry. I have a feeling she's going to be up all night. and I don't know if I can make it another 6 months dairy free :/
sorry this is long and probably doesn't make a lot of sense. I just needed to get it out and the one person who always makes me feel better has just made me feel worse.