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krireckekrirecke
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Hey all...thanks in advance for listening. My spotting picked up this evening so I'm pretty sure its AF showing her butt ugly face...still wishing for a miracle but am beginning to lose hope...I'm only 8 dpo so I was taken completely by surprise by it and am feeling very depressed.

I just needed to get it out because I am on a work trip in san francisco so hubby is two hours ahead of me and is already sleeping and I am sharing a room with a coworker so I gotta keep it together, but seriously want to bawl right now.

Thanks ladies...super duper appreciate it...you are wonderful.
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  • Mrsbtobe2012Mrsbtobe2012 member
    So sorry you are having a rough day/cycle.

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  • Etta07Etta07 member
    HUGS I'm so sorry you're ping crazy "alone"

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  • Okiewife2011Okiewife2011 member
    I'm so sorry. I understand the time thing though, only its not different time zones, just opposite times of day. I work nights and my husband is a teacher and coach. I found when I have a hard time and need to cry showers work well for covering the tears, or if the place you are staying has an indoor pool/spa run down and dip your feet in and let it all out. It may help a little. ((Hugs))
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  • doglover31doglover31 member
    Sorry you are having a rough day! (((hugs)))!
    BFP #1 7/23/12: EDD 4/1/13.  MMC discovered on 9/4/12 @ 10w1d
    BFP# 2 3/9/13:  EDD 11/12/13 m/c 3/15/13 @ 5w3d
    RPL testing shows one copy of MTHFR gene mutation. 
     BFP#3 12/24/13: EDD 9/5/14 Beta #1 13 DPO 168! Beta #2 16 DPO 895!
     First US 1/9/14 @ 5w6d Strong HB!
    2nd US 1/23/14 @ 7w6d baby is still doing great! 3rd US 1/31/14  9w0d: Beautiful wiggly baby! Keep growing baby!
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  • LiaMadi1LiaMadi1 member
    So sorry for that rude lady to be showing up! I felt the exact same way last week and had to keep it together all day.  A good cry I. The shower helped, but here is to a better day today and a good hug when you see hubby!
    "Once you are real, you can't become unreal again.  It lasts for always." ~ The Velveteen Rabbit

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    *3.14.14*  mc @ 5-6 weeks DnC {blood clotting disorder discovered}
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  • skategirl128skategirl128 member
    Aww I'm so sorry you're having a bad day! Big hugs to you!!!
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  • samjen2010samjen2010 member
    Sorry krirecke (hugs)
                               
                  
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  • km_mdkm_md member
    (((hugs))) I'm sorry you're having a rough day. I hope that today is a better one. 


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  • BellanieNJBellanieNJ member

    Sorry you're having a rough day...big hugs to you!

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  • krireckekrirecke
    imageRosiePeare:
    I can't tell you how many times women who are relatively new to the board, and who are only a cycle or two post loss, make posts like this one and then follow it days later with a PgAL intro.


    Thanks ladies it really was so wonderful to wake up to this...you are awesome.
    Rosie so very sorry...definitely didn't mean to rub you the wrong way, but i can totally understand what you said...im sure it does happen a lot. I should have been nore definite in my writing. I didn't post until I got back to the hotel and found AF was truly making her appearance. I would absolutely for sure not make another situation here like the ChiAmy one. You ladies are too wonderful to do that.
    This should make for a real fun travel day but I am going to have hubby waiting for me with a bug glass of wine!!!
    Thanks again ladies...my turn to give you hugs!!!
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  • krireckekrirecke
    imageRosiePeare:

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    imageRosiePeare:
    I can't tell you how many times women who are relatively new to the board, and who are only a cycle or two post loss, make posts like this one and then follow it days later with a PgAL intro.


    Thanks ladies it really was so wonderful to wake up to this...you are awesome.
    Rosie so very sorry...definitely didn't mean to rub you the wrong way, but i can totally understand what you said...im sure it does happen a lot. I should have clarified. I didn't post until I got back to the hotel and found AF was definitely making her appearance. I would absolutely for sure not make another situation here like the ChiAmy one. You ladies are too wonderful to do that.
    This should make for a real fun travel day but I am going to have hubby waiting for me with a bug glass of wine!!!
    Thanks again ladies...my turn to give you hugs!!!

    Thanks for clarifying! Not to worry--and I'm really sorry that cycles are so weird post-loss. Here's hoping that LP lengthens for you the next time around!! 


    Thanks lady...I'll hope to that too...hope your day is wonderful!
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  • PatientlyWaiting10PatientlyWaiting10 member
    Sorry you're feeling so down.  Just wanted to give you some (((hugs)))!!
    BFP #1 October 2008 | m/c Thanksgiving weekend | November 2008 | 7 weeks 2 days
    BFP #2 February 2009 | m/c March 2009 | 4 weeks 3 days
    Testing on mom and dad for possible reasons all came back normal.
    BFP #3 8/4/2009 | DD born 3/28/10 @ 38 weeks
    BFP #4 5/13/11 | m/c 6/15/11 | 8 weeks 6 days
    BFP #5 2/13/13 | CP 2/19/13 | 4 weeks 
    BFP #6 3/21/14 | Heard the HB on 4/16 | m/c 4/21/14 | 9 weeks
    Testing results all returned normal and baby was a GIRL.
    More testing on mom and dad for other issues all returned normal results.
    BFP #7 10/15 | DS born 6/4/16 @ 36 weeks 
    BFP #8 9/28/17 AHHH!!!  |  EDD 6/6/18

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  • MsAmandaPantsMsAmandaPants member
    Sorry you are having a rough day. ((hugs))
    Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
    BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12

    BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013

    IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
    IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
    IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN

    BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!

    Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis

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  • halfthetree halfthetree member
    I'm so sorry today started like this, I hope it turns around for you, or that you can sneak in a serious cry and release some of that energy. Laughin also the same effect, throw on some comedy radio if you can stomach the thought of laughing a bit, hugs dear
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  • Poppy715Poppy715 member
    I'm sorry my dear. It it so much harder when you are on your own like that. A shoulder to cry on is a big relief. When I wanted to cry over a breakup in college my friend told me to cry in the shower/bath. You are alone and the sound is muffled. That's where I've done all my secret crying every since. I hope you are feeling better and the spotting turns out to be nothing.  

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  • krireckekrirecke
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    I'm so sorry today started like this, I hope it turns around for you, or that you can sneak in a serious cry and release some of that energy. Laughin also the same effect, throw on some comedy radio if you can stomach the thought of laughing a bit, hugs dear


    Fabulous idea!! I have a station my pandora!! I'll be the person at the airport laughing hysterically to myself!!!!!! No shame!!
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  • docamy2011docamy2011 member
    Sorry you had a bad day!! Here's to hoping today will be better!!! lots of hugs your way!!


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