so so tired and on top of that i think im getting a bad cold. my sons birthday is this weekend so trying to get organized for that.. i have 3 flights of long stairs and by the time i get up them my heart is pounding out of my chest and i cant breath. i try to walk everyday and i get a pinching pain in my lower back. and everything is starting to get to me like people.. noises.. even the tv. i try to relax then think well this has got to get done.. my hemroides are acting up.. sorry i know thats gross..
thank god the kids are good and understand but i feel horable that i cant get up and play with them all the time when my energy is down. . good part of today is i bought the baby a really cute outfit to come home in and my son and daughter some stuff they have really been wanting so that makes me feel a bit better.. sorry i just really had to vent it out..