I officially stopped pumping today, which means LO will be EFF. I was only getting about 8-12 ounces a day and it was slowly going down and down. It was just too much work for little result. I just feel bad because I had this imagine in my head before he was born of EBF and being amazing at it and doing it until he was 1... and here we are six weeks in and it didn't go at all how I planned. I know it's important that LO is healthy and that's all that matters, but I'm still bummed out. And I hate how the first thing people ask you is "are you breastfeeding", and I feel like they are judging me when I say no and like I have to explain myself to them which is ridiculous! I know Jack will be just fine, I was EFF and I'm fine, but it's just hard to give up that image I had in my head!