It's after 2 am. We have had a long, gassy night filled with lots of fussing. Ellie has her bottle, a fresh diaper, a vomit session and fresh clothes, and a nice right swaddle. I kid you not, no sooner do I pull the second Velcro tab on her swaddleme shut do I hear the poop. It is a task in itself to swaddle this baby. I am exhausted. Now I must decide: do I change her? Do I wait for 3 hours until she wakes again? The little angel is already half asleep. I put butt paste on her half an hour ago at her last change as a rash preventative.... But I feel so guilty. This is the worst, isn't it ladies?!