Today was my first day back to work. I've been an emotional wreck. I can't get out of my head that every day since DD was born, I have been the first face she has seen when she gets up in the morning. Every morning, she has woken up to me saying "Hey mama's girl, good morning" ... and today I wasn't there to do that. I feel like I'm disappointing her, or letting her down, or not being there for her. Going back to work was the hardest thing I've ever done. Please tell me it gets easier. I can't imagine doing this every day.