A little after 10 here.
DD went down at 8 that lasted again 45 min. I warmed up a bottle for DH to give her. She screamed bloody murder. She's never screamed this bad, to the point where she was choking you know? Her arms and legs were going crazy so obviously we said a bottle is not happening tonight.
Of course she would suck everything else, DH's leg, my shoulder, her hand, her bib. So once she calmed down a half an hour later I ended up putting her on the boob. I mean she was hungry and I didn't want to get her started all up again. I guess that's why I'm not back at work yet and we're just practicing.
Speaking of work, now my mom, who was supposed to watch DD when I go back isn't sure if she can. She takes care of my grandma and isn't sure she can do both. DC is out of the question since I don't make nearly enough to even afford it. It would be far cheaper for me to stay home, which I do in fact want. I just have a hard time in my head knowing I went to school and graduated and always tell myself it wasn't to be a SAHM. So we don't know what we're going to do right now. Ugh.
Anyways DD is half asleep on the couch. Attempting transfer to pnp now.