I have been EPing since my boys were 2 weeks old.
I dread pumping each and every time I have to do it... it takes so much time, my boys now eat 2 oz more a day than I produce in total so I eventually will run through my ~250 oz stash therefore they will have to have formula even if that won't happen for a few months.
Also, I am constantly fighting off mastitis due to suffering from chronic plugged ducts, meaning I have to massage and pump for 30 full minutes every 3 hours.
Sorry for the vent, I know BM is best but I am ready to throw in the towel but hate the feelings of failure... any words of encouragement would be appreciated. I knew BFing would be hard, just not for the reasons that I have been struggling.