My lo will not for the life of me breast feed. I have talked to repeated lactation consultants, tried droppers, dr browns, feeding an ounce then bfing... Pretty much whatever. He gets frustrated every time and screams and screams. When he does latch it's good, but then he pulls off repeatedly. So I've been EPing. This is wearing on my nerves. Every time I go to the dr i leave crying because they make me feel like I'm a giant loser. They keep asking me when I'm going to get him on my breast like I am just neglecting him. It's almost like in their eyes EPing is worse than formula. He was jaundiced and we supplemented with formula at first. It takes almost 2 hours to feed him every time between pumping and him actually eating. Now they've put him on Zantac because they are saying he probably has acid issues so this will help to get him back to the breast. My DH has been off for the last two weeks so I've been getting a break, but now he's going back to work and I feel like I'm going to go insane. My DH only wants me to BF. he keeps talking about how much money formula is and how if I don't give breast milk then the baby isn't getting immunities. I don't really want to go to formula but my boobs ache and I haven't slept in years. I just am not sure how I can EP and meet the needs of my lo during the day without help. Anyone else?